SuicideFuel Two things that destroyed my life the most

[Samurai]

1. Growing up without a father

I'm pretty much a manifestation of every statistic you can think of regarding this issue. Behavioural issues, mental health issues, anger problems, expelled from many schools by age 13, maturity issues, didn't know how to be a man, and crippling loneliness. I'll admit I've never recovered from this and I never will. I don't suffer some of the symptoms like I used to, but they're still extremely aparrant on the inside and out.

I did eventually meet my father at age 15, but by then it was too late. He felt more like a social worker who was being forced to spend time with me in lieu of being an actual father. I never loved him, even though I wanted to, and I feel he had those same feelings. When I was 17 I moved in with him due to family problems, but he made me homeless once I refused to get the covid vaccine, he also called me a loser, stupid, useless and even said he didn't love me.

I wish I never met him. I wish I let it remain a mystery and come up with an imaginary scenario in my head, that he died fighting international Jews or something. I don't talk to him anymore.

There are times I used to cry when seeing a father creating beautiful memories with his son, but now I feel emptiness. I'm constantly feeling abandoned.

2. Being vaccinated

I had the MMR vaccine when I was just a small innocent baby. Before I was even two years old my mother noticed something wasn't right and soon I got diagnosed with extreme autism.

At age 11 I suddenly developed a neurological condition that causes me to black out and collapse for 30-60 seconds. I won't go into the illness, but it is a known side affect of the MMR vaccine. I also struggle to sleep.

These things have destroyed my life. People treat me like trash for being autistic as it is, but if they find out about my other condition, they often think of me as a drug addict even though I've never done drugs and never will. My doctor even insinuated once that I have it a lot worse than others and I'm more likely to have sudden death as I get older.

I'm grateful for all the wonderful things that I get to experience in life, but everyday I am reminded by society that I do not belong here. I'm God's lonely man.

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

they often think of me as a drug addict even though I've never done drugs and never will.

I also have this problem

 

[psyop]

I'm God's lonely man.

 

[lowz1r]

I also have this problem

 

[Samurai]

I'm travis bickle

 

[Moroccancel]

1. Growing up without a father

This is brutal, indeed. But in the end, what matters more is how the family is formed than the father himself.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I wish I had a father that loved me as well. Mine called me a failure and a disappointment. Go figure. I can never measure up to my families never ending expectations.

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

I am your father

 

[curryboy420]

1. Growing up without a father

I'm pretty much a manifestation of every statistic you can think of regarding this issue. Behavioural issues, mental health issues, anger problems, expelled from many schools by age 13, maturity issues, didn't know how to be a man, and crippling loneliness. I'll admit I've never recovered from this and I never will. I don't suffer some of the symptoms like I used to, but they're still extremely aparrant on the inside and out.

I did eventually meet my father at age 15, but by then it was too late. He felt more like a social worker who was being forced to spend time with me in lieu of being an actual father. I never loved him, even though I wanted to, and I feel he had those same feelings. When I was 17 I moved in with him due to family problems, but he made me homeless once I refused to get the covid vaccine, he also called me a loser, stupid, useless and even said he didn't love me.

I wish I never met him. I wish I let it remain a mystery and come up with an imaginary scenario in my head, that he died fighting international Jews or something. I don't talk to him anymore.

There are times I used to cry when seeing a father creating beautiful memories with his son, but now I feel emptiness. I'm constantly feeling abandoned.

2. Being vaccinated

I had the MMR vaccine when I was just a small innocent baby. Before I was even two years old my mother noticed something wasn't right and soon I got diagnosed with extreme autism.

At age 11 I suddenly developed a neurological condition that causes me to black out and collapse for 30-60 seconds. I won't go into the illness, but it is a known side affect of the MMR vaccine. I also struggle to sleep.

These things have destroyed my life. People treat me like trash for being autistic as it is, but if they find out about my other condition, they often think of me as a drug addict even though I've never done drugs and never will. My doctor even insinuated once that I have it a lot worse than others and I'm more likely to have sudden death as I get older.

I'm grateful for all the wonderful things that I get to experience in life, but everyday I am reminded by society that I do not belong here. I'm God's lonely man.

Where did you learn about the mmr vaccine

 

[Freixel]

1. Growing up without a father

I'm pretty much a manifestation of every statistic you can think of regarding this issue. Behavioural issues, mental health issues, anger problems, expelled from many schools by age 13, maturity issues, didn't know how to be a man, and crippling loneliness. I'll admit I've never recovered from this and I never will. I don't suffer some of the symptoms like I used to, but they're still extremely aparrant on the inside and out.

Same, life is 100X more difficult when you don't have a guide to help you in your growth.

I feel helpless, abandoned, alone in a hostile world, and I have to learn everything by myself.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

My father gaslights me and guilt trips me alot and also never really taught me much i had to learn everything on the internet and never taught me to stood up for myself ever and instead just taught me to be an obedient good boy who listens i mean he’ll spoil me with some money sometimes i guess to compensate for being a shit father and whenever i had personal problems he’d just tells me that i have it easier than him because of technology lol and he wont listen to my problems so now here i am 18 years old suicidal depressed and lost with no passions at all all i do is food cope gym and school

Also i believe there’s studies that have been conducted where single mother households the child’s chromosomes arent fully developed or something like that

 

[Justpilled]

1. Growing up without a father

I'm pretty much a manifestation of every statistic you can think of regarding this issue. Behavioural issues, mental health issues, anger problems, expelled from many schools by age 13, maturity issues, didn't know how to be a man, and crippling loneliness. I'll admit I've never recovered from this and I never will. I don't suffer some of the symptoms like I used to, but they're still extremely aparrant on the inside and out.

I did eventually meet my father at age 15, but by then it was too late. He felt more like a social worker who was being forced to spend time with me in lieu of being an actual father. I never loved him, even though I wanted to, and I feel he had those same feelings. When I was 17 I moved in with him due to family problems, but he made me homeless once I refused to get the covid vaccine, he also called me a loser, stupid, useless and even said he didn't love me.

I wish I never met him. I wish I let it remain a mystery and come up with an imaginary scenario in my head, that he died fighting international Jews or something. I don't talk to him anymore.

There are times I used to cry when seeing a father creating beautiful memories with his son, but now I feel emptiness. I'm constantly feeling abandoned.

2. Being vaccinated

I had the MMR vaccine when I was just a small innocent baby. Before I was even two years old my mother noticed something wasn't right and soon I got diagnosed with extreme autism.

At age 11 I suddenly developed a neurological condition that causes me to black out and collapse for 30-60 seconds. I won't go into the illness, but it is a known side affect of the MMR vaccine. I also struggle to sleep.

These things have destroyed my life. People treat me like trash for being autistic as it is, but if they find out about my other condition, they often think of me as a drug addict even though I've never done drugs and never will. My doctor even insinuated once that I have it a lot worse than others and I'm more likely to have sudden death as I get older.

I'm grateful for all the wonderful things that I get to experience in life, but everyday I am reminded by society that I do not belong here. I'm God's lonely man.

Autism is genetic and environmental like prenatal in womb I mean. Is not caused by vaccines.

 

[Celsior]

Unfortunately enough, your autism seems to be a bigger concern than those two, brocel.

 

[Samurai]

Autism is genetic and environmental like prenatal in womb I mean. Is not caused by vaccines.

Hello female user!

@LeFrenchCel @Fat Link

 

[Fat Link]

1. Growing up without a father

I'm pretty much a manifestation of every statistic you can think of regarding this issue. Behavioural issues, mental health issues, anger problems, expelled from many schools by age 13, maturity issues, didn't know how to be a man, and crippling loneliness. I'll admit I've never recovered from this and I never will. I don't suffer some of the symptoms like I used to, but they're still extremely aparrant on the inside and out.

I did eventually meet my father at age 15, but by then it was too late. He felt more like a social worker who was being forced to spend time with me in lieu of being an actual father. I never loved him, even though I wanted to, and I feel he had those same feelings. When I was 17 I moved in with him due to family problems, but he made me homeless once I refused to get the covid vaccine, he also called me a loser, stupid, useless and even said he didn't love me.

I wish I never met him. I wish I let it remain a mystery and come up with an imaginary scenario in my head, that he died fighting international Jews or something. I don't talk to him anymore.

There are times I used to cry when seeing a father creating beautiful memories with his son, but now I feel emptiness. I'm constantly feeling abandoned.

2. Being vaccinated

I had the MMR vaccine when I was just a small innocent baby. Before I was even two years old my mother noticed something wasn't right and soon I got diagnosed with extreme autism.

At age 11 I suddenly developed a neurological condition that causes me to black out and collapse for 30-60 seconds. I won't go into the illness, but it is a known side affect of the MMR vaccine. I also struggle to sleep.

These things have destroyed my life. People treat me like trash for being autistic as it is, but if they find out about my other condition, they often think of me as a drug addict even though I've never done drugs and never will. My doctor even insinuated once that I have it a lot worse than others and I'm more likely to have sudden death as I get older.

I'm grateful for all the wonderful things that I get to experience in life, but everyday I am reminded by society that I do not belong here. I'm God's lonely man.

My condolences.

What I can share with you is that while having a father can sort of help you in a way via familial stability and self esteem that daddy didn’t abandon you and mommy just having one in your life makes practically zero difference on whether you will be an incel or not.

@NIGGER ON NEETBUX and myself both had our fathers in our lives and they both offered precisely nothing to us in terms of useful workable advice that could get us women.

“Just go up and talk to them boy!”



Ahhh those loveble dumb fucks we call dads from a far easier era to get women even if you’re a sub 5.

Naive doesn’t even begin to properly describe their mentality in regards to we their sons dire situations.

We should have been killed in the womb tbh.

 

[Samurai]

My condolences.

What I can share with you is that while having a father can sort of help you in a way via familial stability and self esteem that daddy didn’t abandon you and mommy just having one in your life makes practically zero difference on whether you will be an incel or not.

@NIGGER ON NEETBUX and myself both had our fathers in our lives and they both offered precisely nothing to us in terms of useful workable advice that could get us women.

“Just go up and talk to them boy!”



Ahhh those loveble dumb fucks we call dads from a far easier era to get women even if you’re a sub 5.

Naive doesn’t even begin to properly describe their mentality in regards to we their sons dire situations.

We should have been killed in the womb tbh.

thank you brocel

 

[Todd Thundercock]

@NIGGER ON NEETBUX and myself both had our fathers in our lives and they both offered precisely nothing to us in terms of useful workable advice that could get us women.

“Just go up and talk to them boy!”

My Dad never even did that. Never any advice with women or even socializing in my life. The only time I briefly connected with him was after my suicide attempt in my 30s and I told him it's all because I'm ugly... he gave me a sad nod like he got it, because there's no question I got my deformed bottom third from him.

 

[Fat Link]

My Dad never even did that. Never any advice with women or even socializing in my life. The only time I briefly connected with him was after my suicide attempt in my 30s and I told him it's all because I'm ugly... he gave me a sad nod like he got it, because there's no question I got my deformed bottom third from him.

You think that’s bad?

My dad was convinced I was pretty much intelligent enough to rule the world and have everything I could ever want within it including women if only I just applied myself hahahaha!

He convinced himself that I had just given up and that I was entirely at fault for my situation as though I could force women to actually want to be with me or that they even give a shit about intelligence level or would even want to talk to a sub 5 much less be approached by one.

Hey say what you will about your old man but at least he wasn’t delusional about your prospects and completely woefully out of touch with reality like mine.

 

[Justpilled]

Hello female user!

@LeFrenchCel @Fat Link

“Female user” while you talking about daddy issues. I said nothing but facts.

 

[Samurai]

“Female user” while you talking about daddy issues. I said nothing but facts.

You are not speaking facts, just Liberal kike nonsense. You're an asshole for invading a male space.

 

[Jud Pottah]

Brutal shit feels bad man

 

[Namtriz912]

It is worse for a man to grow up with no father even if he knows and regularly sees his father if no parenting takes place he may as well not be a father to you besides by law & blood.

Because as a father your actions, your morals and presence matter rather than empty text messages or calls.

 

[Justpilled]

You are not speaking facts, just Liberal kike nonsense. You're an asshole for invading a male space.

There is enough evidence that vaccines have no correlation with autism. You wear your tinfoil hat, do you. I’m speaking facts again.

 

[Avon Barksdale]

There is enough evidence that vaccines have no correlation with autism. You wear your tinfoil hat, do you. I’m speaking facts again.

 

[Samurai]

There is enough evidence that vaccines have no correlation with autism. You wear your tinfoil hat, do you. I’m speaking facts again.

You type like a woman, and if you are not a woman, you have the traits of one, which makes you a beta faggot. Get out of here you stupid retard.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

THE TWO THINGS THAT DESTROYED MY LIFE:

1. BEING BORN A WEAKLING CHINK COWARD AND RAISED IN A HUUWHITE CHAD ER FUEL AREA
2. NOT HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN

 

[Justpilled]

You type like a woman, and if you are not a woman, you have the traits of one, which makes you a beta faggot. Get out of here you stupid retard.

“You type like woman”

 

[broken & doomed]

1. Growing up without a father

I'm pretty much a manifestation of every statistic you can think of regarding this issue. Behavioural issues, mental health issues, anger problems, expelled from many schools by age 13, maturity issues, didn't know how to be a man, and crippling loneliness. I'll admit I've never recovered from this and I never will. I don't suffer some of the symptoms like I used to, but they're still extremely aparrant on the inside and out.

Yep.

 

[InternalJizzz]

christ put a suifuel warning in the title or something, it’s too much

 

[Orzmund]

This forum is a hollow chasm of trauma-dumping, and sentimental or conceptual reiterations.

christ put a suifuel warning in the title or something, it’s too much

Are you still enrolled in college?

 

[InternalJizzz]

This forum is a hollow chasm of trauma-dumping, and sentimental or conceptual reiterations.


Are you still enrolled in college?

graduated with a degree in cybersec

 

[Orzmund]

graduated with a degree in cybersec

What happened to economics?

 

[koala53]

1. Growing up without a father

brutal.