Turns out I might have cancer

[maybethrowed]

At 25, all I can really say at this point is "of course this would happen to me." I took the black pill about 2 months ago and have been honest with myself about the way the world is and how people operate in it. It's been a depressing couple months and I've been trying to learn to live with accepting a truth I've denied for so long. After a lifetime of dejection and bullying, staying optimistic for a quarter century, and finally coming to terms with it all, I might have cancer. As if life wasn't unfair enough. Part of me wants to die. A bigger part knows that I don't deserve to, at least in contrast with so much of the human scum I've come in contact with. Yet, here I am. I guess all the belittling and harassment has served my bullies well, as they will live long and happy lives with families and friends they make, and I will die young without knowing what all of that is like. Life isn't fair, and death is even less courteous.

 

[nausea]

diagnosed?

 

[Zielony4]

Damn. It's over. I'm sorry to hear that.

 

[torujo]

i'm jealous tbh

 

[universallyabhorred]

Lucky bastard.

 

[Zaetheus]

Good luck , I won’t feed u any bluepill bullshit like “it will get better ...just hang in there.” Just stay alive so you can spread the black pill.Hope is a foreign concept to incels but truth is if we we’re truly tired of the mistreatment from others we all wouldn’t be posting here now.Everyone here would have sui’d if that was the case . Live for you

 

[CamelBlueFilters]

Cancer would be a gift to me.

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

I hope things will get better for you bro, keep strong and dont give up on life.

 

[coldmachinery]

Hope you don't, but if you do man enjoy your freedom.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

Damn life is unfair. Of course chad will probably live a long life

 

[Deleted member 265]

lol at fucking retardcels saying that its a nice thing to get cancer. absurd

 

[LurkingIncel]

Damn. I was diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago myself I'm cancer free for now, but I know how crushing that is on top of everything else you're going through.

 

[Zyros]

Wtf at the stupid edgy idiots saying "lucky". If you want tl die sl badly why dont you suicide already? ANY kind of suicide is better, quicker and much much suffering free than cancer death srs..

If cancer is such a "gift" just speed up things and put a bullet trough your brain. If you were actually suffering from a strong cancer you would understand your idiocy.

 

[Online Predator]

I know it's probably not what you want to hear but cancer will destroy your T levels. Nevertheless, I wish you all the best mate.

 

[Hunter]

it depends which type. i had the lymphoma cancer and it was a pretty weak form of it, only itching the hell out of me and making me exhausted but it didnt cut down my life expectancy.

 

[cavsinone_lbjdagoat]

sorry to hear that. hope you don't have it

 

[blickpall]

Best of luck to your brother, even after getting blackpilled one can find pleasure in other pursuits and has things left to hope for, so I hope that you stay positive and do everything necessary to overcome this.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

i'm jealous tbh

wtf

 

[Deleted member 60]

fuck, this is too much. I'm so sorry man. I will keep you in my prayers

 

[flowerful]

I'm sure you will get through it

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

Time for the edgyfags and edgelords to gtfo of here.

Sorry to hear what had happened to you OP.

Don't fall for the whole not doing chemotherapy hippy thing, you may need to kill almost all of your cells. If it does come back positive, do the chemo, and be sure to keep drinking fruit/veggie juices to keep yourself healthy.

 

[BlackPill47]

Sorry to hear that brother, but I cannot help but feel jealous.

 

[visage]

lmao

 

[kodoku]

Sorry dude, that's one of my fears aswell. Keep strong till the last day

 

[Valinor]

I've been wishing to get something like that for the longest time, because at that point you don't have a say whether you live or die. You also have even less to live for since you only have a limited time left. You can do whatever you want, be that fucking off into the mountains to live out your days without fear, or use your cancer to get a pity fuck from your oneitis since she doesn't look at you otherwise. 

That being said, good luck. I hope your death is swift and painless and that you get a better roll when the time comes to be reincarnated. See you on the flip side, friend.

 

[jagged0]

Congrats OP! You get to leave this shitty world before us; we'll see you soon brother.

 

[AutisticNormie]

i'm jealous tbh

 

[Deleted member 1617]

i'm jealous tbh

 

[theson]

I'm sorry to hear that, OP. What kind of cancer is it?

 

[sepelion]

Best of luck to your brother, even after getting blackpilled one can find pleasure in other pursuits and has things left to hope for, so I hope that you stay positive and do everything necessary to overcome this.

I promise you Marcus Aurelius and every other stoic of Athens and Rome were frequenting brothels to empty their balls. It's tragic but the Christians, upon destroying the academy in Athens to wipe out their ideological enemies (the Greco-Roman world), burnt a lot of great books written by Cato, Cicero, and many others, on fucking whores and treating roasties with disdain. Lycurgus was known to have written a great polemic-tutorial on how to properly maximize your end of the deal in fucking whores, and it made Marquis de Sade look like a childrens novelist.

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

Have you been diagnosed?

He din't say he was diagnosed, I hope he's just 'tripping" over some ache, which most likely isnt cancer, considering he's 25 and cancer is unlikely(but of course possible...)...

 

[dardycunt]

I'm sorry. Is there anything that the rest of us can do to make it better?

The overlap between incels rejoicing in femoids getting breast cancer and posters claiming they would like cancer is ridiculous. There are far more comfortable and dignified ways to die.

 

[ilieknothing]

Maybe you can get sympathy sex from a nurse if you tell them you're a virgin?

I would gladly swap places with you if it was possible.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

lol at fucking retardcels saying that its a nice thing to get cancer. absurd

Lmaaaooo 'cels' makes every adjective funnier

 

[blickpall]

I promise you Marcus Aurelius and every other stoic of Athens and Rome were frequenting brothels to empty their balls. It's tragic but the Christians, upon destroying the academy in Athens to wipe out their ideological enemies (the Greco-Roman world), burnt a lot of great books written by Cato, Cicero, and many others, on fucking whores and treating roasties with disdain. Lycurgus was known to have written a great polemic-tutorial on how to properly maximize your end of the deal in fucking whores, and it made Marquis de Sade look like a childrens novelist.

Thank you for the interesting perspective, but I look up to Marcus Aurelius because of his philosophical beliefs on achievement and discipline, not his actual life (although his overall reign was pretty good).