overbeforeitbegan
Deformed and sweaty
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- Jul 30, 2024
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I was assessed for psychopathy recently after an outburst and being recommitted to a mental health facility for the second time, I won't go into it but it was to avoid prison.
Apparently I meet the diagnostic criteria for psychopathy.
I can't believe that, but if it's true it's women and it's the world that made me this way. I was not always like this but I've been ground down into lower than dirt over the past few years. Every single day feels a year long. I can no longer keep trudging through this life like I'm walking on broken glass. Something has to give.
I have empathy, I have feelings. I love animals and my mother and I know right from wrong. I never thought I would be anything close to a psychopathy. But because I don't play their mind games anymore, apparently I am inhuman. I don't deserve to live.
I know they're all hoping I'll die or kill myself.
Apparently I meet the diagnostic criteria for psychopathy.
I can't believe that, but if it's true it's women and it's the world that made me this way. I was not always like this but I've been ground down into lower than dirt over the past few years. Every single day feels a year long. I can no longer keep trudging through this life like I'm walking on broken glass. Something has to give.
I have empathy, I have feelings. I love animals and my mother and I know right from wrong. I never thought I would be anything close to a psychopathy. But because I don't play their mind games anymore, apparently I am inhuman. I don't deserve to live.
I know they're all hoping I'll die or kill myself.