Blackpill Turning 30 soon next year

[IchWillSterben]

TFW you’re getting old while you’ve never even really been young. For ugly men there are no prime years to remember, only sad bitter memories.

I just wanna fuckin die.

 

[22yearoldcel]

TFW you’re getting old while you’ve never even really been young. For ugly men there are no prime years to remember, only sad bitter memories.

I just wanna fuckin die.

I only felt alive when i was 6 years old or something.

 

[Ecstasy]

If you're already appraoching 30, why don't you go all in? I started heroin on my 20th birthday no regrets so far

 

[i_want_emo_gf]

It’s over

 

[Hoteldoor]

I sometimes think those things aren't actually alive in the first place, their status of being alive is a farce

 

[Restart80]

I only felt alive when i was 6 years old or something.

 

[IamLost]

If you're already appraoching 30, why don't you go all in? I started heroin on my 20th birthday no regrets so far

How do you get heroin? Is it legal in your soyciety?

 

[Mecoja]

Getting old is the real game over. 30 is not that old, i wonder what will we do at 40-50, probably the same things we do now.

 

[Ecstasy]

How do you get heroin? Is it legal in your soyciety?

Ofc not, buy via darknet and use PGP encryption when sending your address to the seller

 

[autistic suffering]

I started heroin on my 20th birthday no regrets so far

i was actually fkn close to do this when i was like 22. i dreamt about it often, i was so depressed i just fantasized about heroin or other hard opiates so often. but after learning how much it destroys you, how exorbitantly expensive it is, and how much work it is just to stay high all the time, i just decided to cope with 12 hours of videogames a day. playing dota and WoW 12 hours a day for years is much cheaper than regular use of hard narcotics

Turning 30 soon next year
TFW you’re getting old while you’ve never even really been young. For ugly men there are no prime years to remember, only sad bitter memories.

I just wanna fuckin die.

im in my early 30's, and from one point of view, its objectively harder. but i think its subjectively much easier, because i just learned how to cope with it. exercise, good diet, meditation, videogames, internet, drugs if necessary, whatever.

when i was 14 and in love with some toilet, and getting bullied, and had my parents ignore me and constantly ground me and with fight me, i just didnt know how to cope. in my late teen and early 20's i just didnt know how to cope well. i didnt know how to deal with this kind of pain, so i just suffered through it all alone. now we have these boards where i can express my sorrows and have other people relate to it and understand it. you appreciate being understood after years of abuse and gaslighting

 

[damnthedeus]

Drugs were my only saviour, I could moderate my diazepam and ketamine use which was allowing me to even use LSD and shrooms safely.

Since bitcoin became regulated and so fucking complicated
I helped so many people years ago get started on bitcoin who didn't know what it was, now they're fucking loaded and pretend to women they have great connections because they keep stock of every drug going and none of them now helped me learn how to use it again.
So 6 months without using and I'm filled with resentment and am just bitter and hateful and so, so sad.
Because of scumbags making bitcoin so complicated to buy.

I used to just buy on bitbargain transfer to Blockchain and it was so easy, now I don't have a clue.

There's too many people have wronged me for revenge to even be worth anything i would just feel I was letting the others off.
I hate being full of hate which is why drugs are good but am now hateful because I can't get drugs and have no fucking outlet.
I can get street drugs but at least a third of the time your getting ripped off. Where as dnmkts it's only 1 in 20 times if you keep good relationship with sellers.

 

[Selbsthass]

I'm nearing 30 as well and it's taking heavier and heavier mental toll the more I think about it. Late teens and early 20s are supposed to be your peak years as throughout that short period of time you can enjoy all the freedoms of being adult while having little to no responsibilities. It's amazing how short this window in life actually is and how quickly it whithers away. While others have toured the world, met various people from different walks of life, explored sexuality and relationships I have rotted all these prime years away in front of the screen whether it be at the office or home. At almost 30 I'm at the emotional maturity of a 15 years old, thoughts of having sex make me uncomfortable and I completely don't see myself in any romantic encounter with a woman. My life is a joke and I've become that guy my father always joked about.

 

[IchWillSterben]

While others have toured the world, met various people from different walks of life, explored sexuality and relationships I have rotted all these prime years away in front of the screen whether it be at the office or home. At almost 30 I'm at the emotional maturity of a 15 years old, thoughts of having sex make me uncomfortable and I completely don't see myself in any romantic encounter with a woman. My life is a joke and I've become that guy my father always joked about.

Such thoughts always give me utter bitterness and sleepless nights tbhtbh

 

[Julaybib]

For ugly men there are no prime years to remember, only sad bitter memories.

100percent unfiltered raw hiroshima-nagasaki blackpill

 

[zekr]

Any man who makes it to 30 whilst still being a virgin is more impressive than any Olympic gold medalist imo.

I'm nearing 30 as well and it's taking heavier and heavier mental toll the more I think about it. Late teens and early 20s are supposed to be your peak years as throughout that short period of time you can enjoy all the freedoms of being adult while having little to no responsibilities. It's amazing how short this window in life actually is and how quickly it whithers away. While others have toured the world, met various people from different walks of life, explored sexuality and relationships I have rotted all these prime years away in front of the screen whether it be at the office or home. At almost 30 I'm at the emotional maturity of a 15 years old, thoughts of having sex make me uncomfortable and I completely don't see myself in any romantic encounter with a woman. My life is a joke and I've become that guy my father always joked about.

I feel for u brocel

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Dude, age is just a number, men can look young until 40 with exercise and a good diet, also remember that everyone under 40 will live a very long life thanks to medical advancements.
This is the moment to make a change and start 30 being an ex incel

 

[BarrelStuffer]

Dude, age is just a number, men can look young until 40 with exercise and a good diet, also remember that everyone under 40 will live a very long life thanks to medical advancements.
This is the moment to make a change and start 30 being an ex incel

True but still cope. Foids 30+ years old seem so unappealing and by 40 your test levels are dropping regardless of what you do. Living long sucks unless you can reverse the aging process.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

2012 was such a short time ago

 

[_realist_]

I feel very aimless. Without purpose. 32 years old. No girlfriend. Never even had one. No job. No friends. Keep going back to porn to numb pain and find enjoyment, but feeling hollow afterwards. Fuck this life.

 

[Loner94]

Indeed, great description turning 28 this year nearing wizard status.

 

[tanfeo]

I'm over 50. Haven't roped because I'm a fucking coward.

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

Rope is close