i forgot my birthday was today, no one has said anything to me to make me aware of that fact not even my own mother, no cake or anything, just worked a shift, come home and rot like any other day. i feel like im living the life of a middle aged man already. And its only going to get worse, something must be done this shit soon. i need to wrap up my life and just rope soon, not sure why i am still breathing all i do is wage slave and play video games, have never experienced much else in life socially, was always the weird outcast kid that was called names and bullied, now no one even knows i exist or acknowledges the day i was born
