RageFuel Trying to "Ascend" is hard as FUCK for me. So many fucking issues to overcome. It's like a shopping list. Winning the lottery might be easier.

[bluecollarCEL]

First you have looks. I need to fix my slim wrists, small frame, skinny fingers, bald head, small head(can never fix), fucked up chin, flat mid face, goofy big ears, and hooknose. I know at this point as a 35yo civilian virgin I have to quit being a pussy and get on Steroids. Wrists/Frame/Fingers will be fixed. It would also help me being bald if I wasn't so skinny. Ears I can fix with earrings (cover up earlopes and make ears appear smaller). Midface I MIGHT be able to fix with mewing. I would need surgery on my chin and nose eventually. I would be willing to get a hair piece as a last resort if i'm still incel. THANK GOD I'M 5'10.

Second you have the fact that I am BROKE as FUCK. I am 35 and have never made more than 20,000 US in a year. This one is gonna be brutal. I have no family that can get me a job, no friends that can get me a job. I don't even know where to begin. My bachelors in Sociology is fucking useless in the job market. On top of that I also have 200,000 (and growing) in student loans. I am truly fucked financially. Maybe they might have pity on me and let me file for bankruptcy.

Third the fact that I have 0 friends. I have never had ANY form of Social Media. I have never had a cell phone plan. I have no need for it. I honestly have 0 social life. I just have a cheap 10 dollar Android phone for apps and shit but it isn't activated. I put Google Voice on it for job interview calls.

Even if I fix my looks and finances I would still be a friendless loser. How can I compete? I cant get women my age thanks to my finances and younger women will think i'm a friendless serial killer as Social Status matters to them.

On top of that my family is bad. How can I ever have a Wedding? I have nobody to come. No family No groomsmen No bestman.

The only thing I can think of is running LONE WOLF BAD BOY GAME. Get on roids get tattoos get earrings get motorcycle. MAYBE it might work for my friendless ass.

It is so over for me guys. People my age have good jobs, have kids, own houses. What an epic failure I am. I live in a shitty apartment. I don't even own a car at this point. That shit broke down. No savings. No cool job to impress a chick. Can't afford to take them on vacations. Have to take them to shitty restaurants.

JBW might be the light at the end of the tunnel for me. I can leave this all behind and live in SEA. I can escape my loans as well.

 

[Asianmanletcel]

My bachelors in Sociology

 

[acnescarcel]

why do you always say civilian were you in the military or something? yeah jbw sounds like your only options save up a few k and go to thailand

 

[bluecollarCEL]

why do you always say civilian were you in the military or something? yeah jbw sounds like your only options save up a few k and go to thailand

Civilian Virgin means I have had sex with Escorts but not regular "Civilian" girls.

 

[acnescarcel]

Civilian Virgin means I have had sex with Escorts but not regular "Civilian" girls.

oh okay

 

[11gaijin]

If I were in your place I'd look into JBW in SEA. Ascending at this point and in your situation seems like a daunting task, not trying to discourage. I'd love if people ascended from here.

 

[bluecollarCEL]

My tentative plan is to run Lone Wolf Bad Boy Game. Steroids/Tats/Motorcycle/Earrings. I can think of 3 reasons why:

1. Can't get pussy with no Money and no Status. Only angle I can fix is looks from the neck down at least. Cycle and tats might make me look cool.

2. Can't make forward motion in Money/Status/Family. Only area to make forward motion is Body. I need to dive deep into the steroid rabbit hole. Maybe that might be it for me. A passion to have in life. If I had that 1 hobby I might not think about my inceldom so much. A man does need some agency in his life. I believe a man needs a purpose in life. That's why we are all miserable we have no purpose in life. No family/career like the 1950's man had.

3. Since I have limited funds the motorcycle might be it for me. Double the gas mileage, Half insurance costs, Cheaper maintenance. I know my goofy ass might die on a motorcycle but at this point who cares.

I look at getting pussy like its a competition. If a guy has a good family and social life the only way I can compete against a guy like that is to be the lone wolf.

If this shit doesn't work out then SEA it is.

 

[Lawlet]

Reading this filled me with a sense of dread and hopelessness. I could actually feel your suffering. Can’t imagine what it really feels like. Why haven’t you roped?

 

[Sodoku]

If I were in your place I'd look into JBW in SEA. Ascending at this point and in your situation seems like a daunting task, not trying to discourage. I'd love if people ascended from here.

JBW anywhere other than Thailand is a myth

 

[armis]

No point in trying unless your eye area is average or better and you're taller than 5'5.

 

[11gaijin]

JBW anywhere other than Thailand is a myth

In South East Asia aka, Thailand, Philippines and other 3rd world countries its true imo. In Japan, Korea etc its tougher. You can get away with being less attractive but just being white might not make a big difference like it does in SEA

 

[bluecollarCEL]

Reading this filled me with a sense of dread and hopelessness. I could actually feel your suffering. Can’t imagine what it really feels like. Why haven’t you roped?

I will explain why I haven't roped yet. When I was in HS 5 kids died in car accidents my Junior Year. These kids were all 16 years old. My life isn't much outside of my incel hobbies like vg/anime/porno/forums but the way i look at it is that i'm still here, i'm still alive. I got almost 20 extra years of life on these kids now. Sure my days are depressing but sometimes for a few hours a day I am happy. So that's why I haven't roped yet. I still have LIFE as shitty as it is.

 

[Sodoku]

In South East Asia aka, Thailand, Philippines and other 3rd world countries its true imo. In Japan, Korea etc its tougher. You can get away with being less attractive but just being white might not make a big difference like it does in SEA

Facts facts I agree with you there. Personally I think you're best off in Thailand/Philippines becauss it's absolutely true. But Korea not so much since I think most men there seem to be chadlite

 

[Deleted member 10124]

First you have looks. I need to fix my slim wrists, small frame, skinny fingers, bald head, small head(can never fix), fucked up chin, flat mid face, goofy big ears, and hooknose. I know at this point as a 35yo civilian virgin I have to quit being a pussy and get on Steroids. Wrists/Frame/Fingers will be fixed. It would also help me being bald if I wasn't so skinny. Ears I can fix with earrings (cover up earlopes and make ears appear smaller). Midface I MIGHT be able to fix with mewing. I would need surgery on my chin and nose eventually. I would be willing to get a hair piece as a last resort if i'm still incel. THANK GOD I'M 5'10.

Second you have the fact that I am BROKE as FUCK. I am 35 and have never made more than 20,000 US in a year. This one is gonna be brutal. I have no family that can get me a job, no friends that can get me a job. I don't even know where to begin. My bachelors in Sociology is fucking useless in the job market. On top of that I also have 200,000 (and growing) in student loans. I am truly fucked financially. Maybe they might have pity on me and let me file for bankruptcy.

Third the fact that I have 0 friends. I have never had ANY form of Social Media. I have never had a cell phone plan. I have no need for it. I honestly have 0 social life. I just have a cheap 10 dollar Android phone for apps and shit but it isn't activated. I put Google Voice on it for job interview calls.

Even if I fix my looks and finances I would still be a friendless loser. How can I compete? I cant get women my age thanks to my finances and younger women will think i'm a friendless serial killer as Social Status matters to them.

On top of that my family is bad. How can I ever have a Wedding? I have nobody to come. No family No groomsmen No bestman.

The only thing I can think of is running LONE WOLF BAD BOY GAME. Get on roids get tattoos get earrings get motorcycle. MAYBE it might work for my friendless ass.

It is so over for me guys. People my age have good jobs, have kids, own houses. What an epic failure I am. I live in a shitty apartment. I don't even own a car at this point. That shit broke down. No savings. No cool job to impress a chick. Can't afford to take them on vacations. Have to take them to shitty restaurants.

JBW might be the light at the end of the tunnel for me. I can leave this all behind and live in SEA. I can escape my loans as well.

Hear you Brother loud & clear. Totally agree with what you say. For some it's easy as breathing for others it saps the last breath out of you.

Being an Incel is & will always be a damn site more than just looks alone in my books although looks can sink your sorry arse upon prima facie. It's the whole kitten kaboodle as well.

 

[big nose bug eyes]

You're 35, stop trying to looksmax. Just try to get a career going or something and marry a woman.

 

[BlackpilledTruecel]

Reminder that you're a volcel white man with a bachelors degree. Move to thailand and stop crying

JBW anywhere other than Thailand is a myth

you're clearly misinformed. china, philippines, and vietnam are also great. philippines being the easiest out of all

You're 35, stop trying to looksmax. Just try to get a career going or something and marry a woman.

'just marry a woman'.........?

 

[Off_Face]

When your finally done, just remember the 2/10 landwhale is waiting like an angel holding out her hand to you. And jfk at “at least I’m 5’10”.

 

[bluecollarCEL]

You're 35, stop trying to looksmax. Just try to get a career going or something and marry a woman.

I'm 200,000 in student loan debt. My degree is worthless. I make a little over minimum wage. I have to basically start from scratch. Marry a woman? Bro I have 0 friends 0 family. How can I have a wedding? It would be literally just me standing there by myself no bestman, no groomsmen, no family, nobody in attendance for me. How is that gonna look.

Its go all out looksmaxing trying to run badboy game and then if that doesn't work try SEA JBW game.

3rd option is accept fate and LDAR with my incel hobbies.

 

[big nose bug eyes]

I'm 200,000 in student loan debt. My degree is worthless. I make a little over minimum wage. I have to basically start from scratch. Marry a woman? Bro I have 0 friends 0 family. How can I have a wedding? It would be literally just me standing there by myself no bestman, no groomsmen, no family, nobody in attendance for me. How is that gonna look.

Its go all out looksmaxing trying to run badboy game and then if that doesn't work try SEA JBW game.

3rd option is accept fate and LDAR with my incel hobbies.

jfc $200,000? dude its time to go ER. not even joking. that is a hole you cannot get out of.