I was younger, walking across a Cinema with one of my friends (haven't seen him in years, a good friend honestly)
Then three cute girls are coming to us and he, as the alpha that he always was ignores them and says that we have better things to do
But me, as a slimy beta left him, I can't take my eyes off the tallest one, she's so pale and cute so I wait until she leaves her group to move and act like we're meeting again by "luck"
She looks so fucking beautiful, I just want to kiss her
But guess what, I can't even fucking say a word, I'm there standing like a retard until she says "Hi! I think that I've seen you before, wanna talk?"
And I'm "OK" like a fucking robot
Then we take a seat, and she's smiling, saying "you look cute" while looking at me almost having a stroke for being so close to her
Then she gets closer to me, puts her hand around my neck and says "ok I think that I'll introduce myself first, my name is-" AND I CANT FUCKING REMEMBER THE NAME FUCKING WORTHLESS MEMORY AND BRAIN CANT FUCKING REMEMBER HER NAME
And she's almost leaning her head towards my chest, then says "now's your turn" and MY DAD FUCKING WAKES ME UP SAYING THAT I NEED TO FIND CHOCOLATE AT 4 AM FOR OUR FUCKING CAKES
In my dreams I couldn't talk to this girl, I've said one fucking word because I couldn't express the ideas or words in my head in front of her beauty
And it hurts even more how kind she was, a girl like that doesn't fucking exist on this planet, only if you're Tyrone or Chad you'll experience female kindness
I fucking hate dreaming I can't stand my own dreams anymore
Then three cute girls are coming to us and he, as the alpha that he always was ignores them and says that we have better things to do
But me, as a slimy beta left him, I can't take my eyes off the tallest one, she's so pale and cute so I wait until she leaves her group to move and act like we're meeting again by "luck"
She looks so fucking beautiful, I just want to kiss her
But guess what, I can't even fucking say a word, I'm there standing like a retard until she says "Hi! I think that I've seen you before, wanna talk?"
And I'm "OK" like a fucking robot
Then we take a seat, and she's smiling, saying "you look cute" while looking at me almost having a stroke for being so close to her
Then she gets closer to me, puts her hand around my neck and says "ok I think that I'll introduce myself first, my name is-" AND I CANT FUCKING REMEMBER THE NAME FUCKING WORTHLESS MEMORY AND BRAIN CANT FUCKING REMEMBER HER NAME
And she's almost leaning her head towards my chest, then says "now's your turn" and MY DAD FUCKING WAKES ME UP SAYING THAT I NEED TO FIND CHOCOLATE AT 4 AM FOR OUR FUCKING CAKES
In my dreams I couldn't talk to this girl, I've said one fucking word because I couldn't express the ideas or words in my head in front of her beauty
And it hurts even more how kind she was, a girl like that doesn't fucking exist on this planet, only if you're Tyrone or Chad you'll experience female kindness
I fucking hate dreaming I can't stand my own dreams anymore
