Tjaldur
I'm so sad
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A few months ago there was a foid adverstising on https://www.reddit.com/r/VirginityExchange/. It's private now for some reason but it used to be many men with cold reply threads and few older women looking for 18-21 year olds in their area.
Anyway this foid in her post was saying that she was in London and was looking to take a university guy's virginity during Freshers. I thought hey I fit the description let me give this a shot, what's the worse that could happen. I was starting my second year there.
We exchanged dirty messages for 2 days before we decided to share our pictures. She decided to let me know that she was in a polyamorous relationship. She showed a picture of her boyfriend and it was a some patchy-beard white nt guy 3.5-4.5/10 and said he was completely ok with her going around fucking other guys and she lets him too. They come home and tell each other their segs sessions. kek. I was surprised he was slaying girls in London ngl.
I ask her to send a photo and she does and goddam she was fucking ugly. I'm a lowstandardcel but she was naaaaasty. She looked like like a typical polyamorous witch; red hair wig/died, fat, she wore a spotty sun dress in all her photos. Then the moment I dreaded the most, she asked me "Can I see you?"
Being a dark ethnic, I knew I wasn't going to get far but I was down bad and desperate also given my trucel status. Most women I've met online in the LGBT community and with weird relationship identities tend to be most racist internally, especially if you're south asian or african. But I couldn't give up on a battle this easy. So I went on photoshop and made myself as white looking as possible. I'm inbred looking so I had to make my ears looks smaller and nose straight and narrow. It was difficult to make myself white due to my phenotype and give myself a shorter nose, because that left a massive philtrum due to my long face. And so I stuck to a lighter shade of brown skin and a long nose. I spent the entirety of that day fine-tuning that photo.
It was the best photo of myself. I thought I looked normie tier as fuck and I was so excited. I went and sent it to her.
I wake up the next day to no reply. I check her profile to have a new thread of her looking for a uni guy in London . What about me? I know she's seen my photos because the view counter on imgur had gone up. It's been 2 days now since I sent a photo of myself. She's been actively posting on Reddit since. I can only imagine she showed that picture to her boyfriend and took turn to make jokes about my face. Out of embarrassment I deleted the reddit account.
One month later I check her profile again and she has a post stating she was was so happy to finally live her fantasy. She described how it went: they did in the guy's apartment while his roommate was there, it lasted an hour and he had a massive dick. She described how he was cute and it felt amazing, he was so good at sex.
I remember thinking to myself how is he a virgin and already good at sex and can last an hour. God but this whole thing was upsetting, because it's really what we miss out on, these opportunities can lead to other ecstasies in life.
Everything in this story is true and that's the most embarrassing thing about it.
Anyway this foid in her post was saying that she was in London and was looking to take a university guy's virginity during Freshers. I thought hey I fit the description let me give this a shot, what's the worse that could happen. I was starting my second year there.
We exchanged dirty messages for 2 days before we decided to share our pictures. She decided to let me know that she was in a polyamorous relationship. She showed a picture of her boyfriend and it was a some patchy-beard white nt guy 3.5-4.5/10 and said he was completely ok with her going around fucking other guys and she lets him too. They come home and tell each other their segs sessions. kek. I was surprised he was slaying girls in London ngl.
I ask her to send a photo and she does and goddam she was fucking ugly. I'm a lowstandardcel but she was naaaaasty. She looked like like a typical polyamorous witch; red hair wig/died, fat, she wore a spotty sun dress in all her photos. Then the moment I dreaded the most, she asked me "Can I see you?"
Being a dark ethnic, I knew I wasn't going to get far but I was down bad and desperate also given my trucel status. Most women I've met online in the LGBT community and with weird relationship identities tend to be most racist internally, especially if you're south asian or african. But I couldn't give up on a battle this easy. So I went on photoshop and made myself as white looking as possible. I'm inbred looking so I had to make my ears looks smaller and nose straight and narrow. It was difficult to make myself white due to my phenotype and give myself a shorter nose, because that left a massive philtrum due to my long face. And so I stuck to a lighter shade of brown skin and a long nose. I spent the entirety of that day fine-tuning that photo.
It was the best photo of myself. I thought I looked normie tier as fuck and I was so excited. I went and sent it to her.
I wake up the next day to no reply. I check her profile to have a new thread of her looking for a uni guy in London . What about me? I know she's seen my photos because the view counter on imgur had gone up. It's been 2 days now since I sent a photo of myself. She's been actively posting on Reddit since. I can only imagine she showed that picture to her boyfriend and took turn to make jokes about my face. Out of embarrassment I deleted the reddit account.
One month later I check her profile again and she has a post stating she was was so happy to finally live her fantasy. She described how it went: they did in the guy's apartment while his roommate was there, it lasted an hour and he had a massive dick. She described how he was cute and it felt amazing, he was so good at sex.
I remember thinking to myself how is he a virgin and already good at sex and can last an hour. God but this whole thing was upsetting, because it's really what we miss out on, these opportunities can lead to other ecstasies in life.
Everything in this story is true and that's the most embarrassing thing about it.
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