At this point I don't even like that day. I don't even Celebrate it tbh.
Brutal Trucel trait: never invited any friends for your birthday in your entire life
I have no friends
I did as a pre schooler but it was only a couple of times and it was mostly acquaintances who weren't even invited by me directly, every other years I just treat like any other day or maybe I'll buy sodas and watch movies in my room
I've dreaded my birthday every since my 10th, where I had a paintball party.
Some normie made a joke about suicide and pointed his paintball gun at his face, then right after I made the same joke and the dude who literally JUST DID IT got upset at me and started yelling at me and saying it wasn't funny and I ended up crying for the rest of the party, even as I was walking back to my car. I was so excited for it, but it basically became the worst day of my life for years, and I also feel shitty about it because my mom somehow blamed herself for how badly it went.
No one who I invited to that party ever invited me to one of their birthday parties and I've never had a party since that point.
Also 7 years later, in high school, I literally heard people in my classroom talking about the incident and how I cried. JFL at "No one remembers your embarrassing moments BROOO
".
And when I told my bitch foid therapist about it she started getting upset at me and implying I deserved it for making a small suicide joke at 10.
Some normie made a joke about suicide and pointed his paintball gun at his face, then right after I made the same joke and the dude who literally JUST DID IT got upset at me and started yelling at me and saying it wasn't funny and I ended up crying for the rest of the party, even as I was walking back to my car. I was so excited for it, but it basically became the worst day of my life for years, and I also feel shitty about it because my mom somehow blamed herself for how badly it went.
No one who I invited to that party ever invited me to one of their birthday parties and I've never had a party since that point.
Also 7 years later, in high school, I literally heard people in my classroom talking about the incident and how I cried. JFL at "No one remembers your embarrassing moments BROOO
".And when I told my bitch foid therapist about it she started getting upset at me and implying I deserved it for making a small suicide joke at 10.
I Never celebrate birthday
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