
Transcended Trucel
Peace & Dharma ; Vishwaguru India!
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I love reading stories like Re zero/ steins gate. Berserk etc. The more suffering the main character goes thru the better. I also like the more Gorey shit too. This is a trucel trait. My brain is damaged and derives immense pleasure reading about the nature of suffering. I also love watching videos of real people suffering. Also poor people suffering etc.
Rezero was a really top tier anime about suffering same with Stein's. I love how the characters suffer. It fills me with immense joy rewatching the parts where the characters seethe and cry over seeing their friends die or themselves dying. It is extremely extremely satisfying. Unironically far far more pleasurerable than orgasm or anything else in life.
I would go as far as to say that there is nothing more pleasurable in life than seeing someone else suffer.
[UWSL]What's funny is that I wasn't like this pre blackpill. When I was younger I would feel sympathy for others. I would always be charitable and help others without expecting anything in return. But the brutality of life., being bullied, My health problems, being once, having to grind and toil. Worry about money during my entire youth until the last couple of years. All of this compounded and has made me somewhat brain damaged and arguably sadistic.[/UWSL]
I also often put myself into uncomfortable situations and inflict suffering that will not leave permanent damage(cold showers/bad food/excessive exercise etc.) at times. As suffering feels more comfortable and familiar than pleasure or harmony and peace do.
thoughts?
Rezero was a really top tier anime about suffering same with Stein's. I love how the characters suffer. It fills me with immense joy rewatching the parts where the characters seethe and cry over seeing their friends die or themselves dying. It is extremely extremely satisfying. Unironically far far more pleasurerable than orgasm or anything else in life.
I would go as far as to say that there is nothing more pleasurable in life than seeing someone else suffer.
[UWSL]What's funny is that I wasn't like this pre blackpill. When I was younger I would feel sympathy for others. I would always be charitable and help others without expecting anything in return. But the brutality of life., being bullied, My health problems, being once, having to grind and toil. Worry about money during my entire youth until the last couple of years. All of this compounded and has made me somewhat brain damaged and arguably sadistic.[/UWSL]
I also often put myself into uncomfortable situations and inflict suffering that will not leave permanent damage(cold showers/bad food/excessive exercise etc.) at times. As suffering feels more comfortable and familiar than pleasure or harmony and peace do.
thoughts?