Brutal trip outside where i mogged

[My Name Jeff]

went outside today to renew some gov docs, saw a bunch of couples. a heightmogged and facemogged a lot of guys walking around with girlfriends. the only aspect i didnt mog in was hair (i am bald) and body (i am obese)

whats the deal? shouldnt i be able to at least pull a fat foid? to be honest just seeing foids at all now is ragefuel since i see them, wish i could be in a relationship with them for once in my life, realize it will never happen, and just have the urge to smash their face in.

not sure. any ideas? @DarkStar you have seen my face. whats my reason for inceldom you think? really annoyed. being 25 and KHHV, a lot of you youngfags have no idea how brutal it is.

 

[supersoldier]

heightmogged and facemogged a lot of guys

there's just something wrong with you from perspective of woman, they don't see you as a potential partner

 

[Incline]

It gets worse

Im 29 and I died a few months ago. It's probably for the better now I can make some changes.

 

[My Name Jeff]

there's just something wrong with you from perspective of woman, they don't see you as a potential partner

any ideas?

 

[My Name Jeff]

It gets worse

Im 29 and I died a few months ago. It's probably for the better now I can make some changes.

wdym you died a few months ago? you are here. unless you mean in the spiritual sense

and yes im absolutely sure it gets worse. when i was 18-20 my idea was "as i get older it will get better since i will come to terms with reality"

absolutely not. nowhere close. in-face the opposite. while you come to terms with reality, your reality only becomes worse and worse

 

[supersoldier]

any ideas?

autism?

 

[Incline]

in the spiritual sense

Yh I just broke down and was on the floor for a while then I was no longer there. I don't feel any sorrow anymore even if I wanted to I can't cry anymore like literally I am unable to physically make myself cry and I tried at times since then.

The only thing that can help me is losing my virginity. My biological programming is simply stuck like an error code in programming, the only way to resolve it is to fix the error or I can't move on with my life.

I'm gonna do that next year, I'll fuck a bunch of whores in Pattaya. Then I'll try ascending in SEA. If I fail I'll just kms so works for me.

 

[Runt171]

heightmogged and facemogged a lot of guys walking around with girlfriends

 

[My Name Jeff]

autism?

not autistic

 

[Davy Jones]

went outside today to renew some gov docs, saw a bunch of couples. a heightmogged and facemogged a lot of guys walking around with girlfriends. the only aspect i didnt mog in was hair (i am bald) and body (i am obese)

whats the deal? shouldnt i be able to at least pull a fat foid? to be honest just seeing foids at all now is ragefuel since i see them, wish i could be in a relationship with them for once in my life, realize it will never happen, and just have the urge to smash their face in.

not sure. any ideas? @DarkStar you have seen my face. whats my reason for inceldom you think? really annoyed. being 25 and KHHV, a lot of you youngfags have no idea how brutal it is.

I will avenge you one day. Do not worry yourself.

 

[Davy Jones]

Yh I just broke down and was on the floor for a while then I was no longer there. I don't feel any sorrow anymore even if I wanted to I can't cry anymore like literally I am unable to physically make myself cry and I tried at times since then.

The only thing that can help me is losing my virginity. My biological programming is simply stuck like an error code in programming, the only way to resolve it is to fix the error or I can't move on with my life.

I'm gonna do that next year, I'll fuck a bunch of whores in Pattaya. Then I'll try ascending in SEA. If I fail I'll just kms so works for me.

I do not want to lose my virginity. I want to hurt women and men. I hate them all.

 

[DarkStar]

I would say your main issue, is your lack of hair & also eye-area; which is quite ironic since those are some of my main issues in this case.

I also didn't realize you were 25...I'm 22...I thought you were like around 30ish

Only stuff that could help us is a hair transplant, but that's costly ofc

So until then, you could try micro needling, finasteride, minoxidil, etc. which is what I am doing

For eye-area, there's stuff you can do to make it better- not surgery just some softmaxxing techniques

not autistic

I thought you said you were? You do honestly give me non-NT vibes, at the very least.

Yh I just broke down and was on the floor for a while then I was no longer there. I don't feel any sorrow anymore even if I wanted to I can't cry anymore like literally I am unable to physically make myself cry and I tried at times since then.

Fuck, this sounds like me last weekend almost: I was in a dwam & honestly thought I was gonna cry, but wasn't able to do so

Perhaps, I just wasn't focusing on the past enough & was too anxious?

The only thing that can help me is losing my virginity. My biological programming is simply stuck like an error code in programming, the only way to resolve it is to fix the error or I can't move on with my life.

Best way to sum this all up.

I'm gonna do that next year, I'll fuck a bunch of whores in Pattaya. Then I'll try ascending in SEA. If I fail I'll just kms so works for me.

Stuff such as this is our last shot, fuck I hate this but we gotta take our chances man.

 

[My Name Jeff]

I would say your main issue, is your lack of hair & also eye-area; which is quite ironic since those are some of my main issues in this case.

Whats the issue with my eye area? heres a photo i took with sunlight to highlight my eye color

I also didn't realize you were 25...I'm 22...I thought you were like around 30ish

Only stuff that could help us is a hair transplant, but that's costly ofc

also if you get a hair transplant you have to take finasteride or else you will be in the same situation and finasteride is a libido bomb that makes you basically not interested in foids

So until then, you could try micro needling, finasteride, minoxidil, etc. which is what I am doing

tried it all for a year, no impact. infact my hair slightly receded still

For eye-area, there's stuff you can do to make it better- not surgery just some softmaxxing techniques

I thought you said you were? You do honestly give me non-NT vibes, at the very least.

Im not autistic, I just dont care for BS small talk and am a bit socially awkward. around people i am comfortable with i can carry a convo

 

[My Name Jeff]

I do not want to lose my virginity. I want to hurt women and men. I hate them all.

forgot to reply but this is based. especially foids. bring them back down to earth

 

[Davy Jones]

forgot to reply but this is based. especially foids. bring them back down to earth

Put them in their place if you will.

 

[Neucher.Belgrade]

I do not want to lose my virginity. I want to hurt women and men

 

[Fevet]

Whats the issue with my eye area? heres a photo i took with sunlight to highlight my eye color

Normie tier tbh if not above average

 

[Fevet]

Whats the issue with my eye area? heres a photo i took with sunlight to highlight my eye color

@Chang Longwang @opioidcel thoughts?

 

[opioidcel]

@Chang Longwang @opioidcel thoughts?

pretty decent slightly above average even

 

[Failed Pullout]

@Chang Longwang @opioidcel thoughts?

You have the Philip Seymour Hoffman pheno not a great look to foids

 

[My Name Jeff]

You have the Philip Seymour Hoffman pheno not a great look to foids View attachment 1282778

my forehead isn't that big though

 

[My Name Jeff]

Normie tier tbh if not above average

even if i looksmaxx and get to a point of looking decent i have other issues like how do i meet a foid, how do i get over my burning hatred for them?

 

[Fevet]

even if i looksmaxx and get to a point of looking decent

No room for any softmaxxing to have any palpable effect for you

 

[My Name Jeff]

No room for any softmaxxing to have any palpable effect for you

what do you mean?

 

[Fevet]

what do you mean?

I thought you were talking about enhancing your eye area by "looksmaxxing"

 

[VideoGameCoper]

any ideas?

You are likely very non NT. Lose weight to maximize your chances

 

[Kinkcel1]

You have an 'above average' eye-area. What's your height?

 

[My Name Jeff]

I thought you were talking about enhancing your eye area by "looksmaxxing"

i'm just talking overall looks not eye area

 

[My Name Jeff]

You have an 'above average' eye-area. What's your height?

5ft10 which is slightly below average for Canada

 

[My Name Jeff]

You are likely very non NT. Lose weight to maximize your chances

So lose weight and then what?

 

[VideoGameCoper]

So lose weight and then what?

Lose weight and then you automatically look better to women and feel better. Not a guarantee, but it simply increases the odds that things will work out for you. I think any fatcels should lose weight just to see if it makes a difference. I’ve seen some insane transformations of guys who lost weight. The decrease in facial fat can sometimes help a lot

 

[Chang Longwang]

pretty decent slightly above average even

yep chad eyes only failo is spacing

 

[My Name Jeff]

Lose weight and then you automatically look better to women and feel better. Not a guarantee, but it simply increases the odds that things will work out for you. I think any fatcels should lose weight just to see if it makes a difference. I’ve seen some insane transformations of guys who lost weight. The decrease in facial fat can sometimes help a lot

I'm in the process of losing weight, changed my view on food which is helping me lose weight. looking at it as something to eat when i'm hungry ONLY rather than eat just to pass time. i'm not limiting what i eat such as if im hungry i can eat a hamburger but i only eat if im hungry.

it sounds stupid but its working for me.

i hope i ascend if/when i lose a lot of weight. but i don't have my hopes too high

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I'm in the process of losing weight, changed my view on food which is helping me lose weight. looking at it as something to eat when i'm hungry ONLY rather than eat just to pass time. i'm not limiting what i eat such as if im hungry i can eat a hamburger but i only eat if im hungry.

it sounds stupid but its working for me.

i hope i ascend if/when i lose a lot of weight. but i don't have my hopes too high

That’s actually a good way to do it. I also only eat when I’m hungry. Hope it helps you ascend

 

[DarkStar]

Whats the issue with my eye area? heres a photo i took with sunlight to highlight my eye color
View attachment 1282355

As someone else here mentioned, it's the spacing

I would also say try & lose some UEE(upper eyelid exposure)

also if you get a hair transplant you have to take finasteride or else you will be in the same situation and finasteride is a libido bomb that makes you basically not interested in foids

You can use minoxidil & micro needling, that won't cause that

Also, it's kinda exaggerated/overstated that it will do that: It can lower it, but I;ve still had a relatively high sex drive

tried it all for a year, no impact. infact my hair slightly receded still

No way

 

[Kinkcel1]

5ft10 which is slightly below average for Canada

You're a whitecel and as-well-as a (5 ft 10 in)cel. NOT over for you.

 

[Kinkcel1]

I'm in the process of losing weight, changed my view on food which is helping me lose weight. looking at it as something to eat when i'm hungry ONLY rather than eat just to pass time. i'm not limiting what i eat such as if im hungry i can eat a hamburger but i only eat if im hungry.

it sounds stupid but its working for me.

i hope i ascend if/when i lose a lot of weight. but i don't have my hopes too high

Have you looked into 'intermittent fasting' for FAT LOSS before? To me, it seems like you have the DISCIPLINE for this 'method' for losing fat.

 

[curryboy420]

Yh I just broke down and was on the floor for a while then I was no longer there. I don't feel any sorrow anymore even if I wanted to I can't cry anymore like literally I am unable to physically make myself cry and I tried at times since then.

The only thing that can help me is losing my virginity. My biological programming is simply stuck like an error code in programming, the only way to resolve it is to fix the error or I can't move on with my life.

I'm gonna do that next year, I'll fuck a bunch of whores in Pattaya. Then I'll try ascending in SEA. If I fail I'll just kms so works for me.

Why did you die

 

[Incline]

Why did you die

Reached a breaking point in my life. I used to imagine myself in this hellish landscape where I get pierced by blades and pikes by demonic creatures routing me in place in a crying position. Akin to Eclipse from Berserk, though I gained this imagery long before I watched berserk.

Now I still imagine myself in the same place but the demons no longer dare to touch me. They stay out of my way.

I want to leave that place.