TomathonClancy
Ugly Curry
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- May 1, 2018
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Her and her friend were talking about attractive guys they knew on a group call, and after her friend left I talked to her a bit. I told her I was feeling pretty bad lately, and she asked me why, and I told her it was because of my garbage looks. In a classic move, she asked me why I thought that way without denying the fact that I was ugly, and I tried explaining to her that despite working out for years and being muscular, I still can't compare to even the average white guy.
She told me looks aren't everything and I told her they were the vast majority of everything. She asked me to define what was attractive to girls in my view, and without mentioning explicitly white, I told her all the white features girls found attractive. She tried arguing that she's found some ethnics attractive, and I countered by talking about how they were caucasoids and had very strong white features.
She didn't know how to respond to the things I said, and instead of fight it, she let me drone on until I was afraid I'd make myself look like an even bigger loser and just cut things short.
I despise my existence, from my looks to my iq to my skin color. Incidents like this just make me wanna go for the rope, but suicide is a sin and if I die alone, I might as well die with morals.
She told me looks aren't everything and I told her they were the vast majority of everything. She asked me to define what was attractive to girls in my view, and without mentioning explicitly white, I told her all the white features girls found attractive. She tried arguing that she's found some ethnics attractive, and I countered by talking about how they were caucasoids and had very strong white features.
She didn't know how to respond to the things I said, and instead of fight it, she let me drone on until I was afraid I'd make myself look like an even bigger loser and just cut things short.
I despise my existence, from my looks to my iq to my skin color. Incidents like this just make me wanna go for the rope, but suicide is a sin and if I die alone, I might as well die with morals.