Transferring college

[Sewer Stomper]

I am transferring college from a regular 4 year college to a applied sciences program.

My 4 year college was almost done. Only two years (four semesters) and i would've had a bachelor's degree in science.

But my parents said that was useless and i needed to do a job training program and get a job specific degree for that, so i can have a lifetime job.

It will take at least 3-4+ years. It could be 5 or more for all i fucking know, because if you don't get good enough grades in classes to be selected as one of the 30 students for the job training, then you have to try again the next year.

This sort of destroyed me. My throat felt very sick today like when you cry, but i didn't cry. I can't believe i have to stay doing these retarded classes for extra years. I just wanted to fucking quit. I considered dropping out of my four year at one point.

Why even get a long term job? I will probably die young and never have kids. What a joke. I hate that my parents are so involved in my life, even if they mean well. Id rather do only what is necessary until I'm ready to die. It feels stressful

By the way i have to get a 3.5 gpa or higher in the new college which is fucking difficult and insane to me. I am low IQ and only have a 2.52 gpa at my current college. And if i fall below i have to try extra years.

Better luck next time

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

College is a scam. Every degree is a scam, except for maybe degrees targeting healthcare fields.

 

[Sewer Stomper]

College is a scam. Every degree is a scam, except for maybe degrees targeting healthcare fields.

It is for dental hygiene

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

It is for dental hygiene

Maybe not bad then.

 

[Sewer Stomper]

I just checked my gpa and it's actually 2.52, I'm cooked. Idk how I'm gonna get a 3.5 in this new college to pass. At least I'll start from a blank slate

 

[Sewer Stomper]

I would rope if i didn't feel i had purpose for now. I want to live until maybe 30 or 40. There's still stuff to do.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

Sucks man. But I am in a similar situation though I've only spent 1.5 years at this informatics batchelors. It sucks, but it is what it is. If your parents are paying for your collage anyhow then why care? You study and rot. Beats just rotting and not doing anything else.

 

[Sewer Stomper]

why care?

Because for some reason i hate all mental things. Back in highschool i would get the best grades and pass all the ap test. But now i can't understand or do anything, it makes me feel really stupid and my parents expect me to get all As.

Worse then that though i really just hated walking around college campus. I felt extremely judged and awkward. Like a freak walking around and everyone could see me. I'd prefer to stay in my room

I'll get through it one way or the other though.

 

[anon65]

Love how our best years are spent doing BS busywork in schools. We are told we are "lucky" to be able to go to college. All to end up as a tax slave who is alone until death.

 

[Sewer Stomper]

Love how our best years are spent doing BS busywork in schools. We are told we are "lucky" to be able to go to college. All to end up as a tax slave who is alone until death.

School might make up majority of my life if i die young, which i will unless i can magically ascend and i don't think i will. How retarded. I would've rather spent the time running around and hitting shit with sticks

 

[poorenglishcel]

I can relate a lot to you brocel. I am a collegecuck as well. It sucks. Studycelling and wageslaving(in the future) is the only reason i wanna kill myself. If only i could just LDAR at home my whole life it would be so much bearable. Idgaf about my inceldom. Being an incel friendless loser is the only way i can picture myself. It feels so natural to me. But being forced to studycuck while being depressed makes me really wanna jump from a tall building. I don't see how i can escape the future.

 

[Sewer Stomper]

I can relate a lot to you brocel. I am a collegecuck as well. It sucks. Studycelling and wageslaving(in the future) is the only reason i wanna kill myself. If only i could just LDAR at home my whole life it would be so much bearable. Idgaf about my inceldom. Being an incel friendless loser is the only way i can picture myself. It feels so natural to me. But being forced to studycuck while being depressed makes me really wanna jump from a tall building. I don't see how i can escape the future.

My plan is to join the military after college. My only friend dropped out of college and is in the military right now. I would join the marines.

 

[poorenglishcel]

Love how our best years are spent doing BS busywork in schools. We are told we are "lucky" to be able to go to college. All to end up as a tax slave who is alone until death.

NUKE ALL THE SCHOOLS AND COLLEGES OF THE WORLD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[anon65]

I would have rather lived off grid and built my own small cabin compound deep in the rockies with a shitty job that I only work a few days a week. Would have starlink too obv.

 

[poorenglishcel]

My plan is to join the military after college. My only friend dropped out of college and is in the military right now. I would join the marines.

Good luck nigga

 

[Glassness]

I'm just going to get a shitty apartment have a shitty job and cope that's the best case scenario

 

[anon65]

I am a collegecuck as well. Being forced to studycuck while being depressed makes me really wanna jump from a tall building. I don't see how i can escape the future.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

Worse then that though i really just hated walking around college campus. I felt extremely judged and awkward. Like a freak walking around and everyone could see me. I'd prefer to stay in my room

Idk, ever since I have gotten this funny hat and sunglasses I enjoy just strolling through the campus on account of nobody seeing my upper face. I do not know about american collages though here in Germanistan there are so many people that nobody has time to judge you. Also tbh there are a lot of odd folks here, like alternative people who wear odd punk adjesant clothing. They are the ones that get judged not some lonley inkwell,

 

[Sewer Stomper]

Idk, ever since I have gotten this funny hat and sunglasses I enjoy just strolling through the campus on account of nobody seeing my upper face. I do not know about american collages though here in Germanistan there are so many people that nobody has time to judge you. Also tbh there are a lot of odd folks here, like alternative people who wear odd punk adjesant clothing. They are the ones that get judged not some lonley inkwell,

I would enjoy walking around if i had a friend. When i was with my friend i felt invincible. I would straight troll normies if he was with me. It makes me completely low inhib if he goes along with what i want to do. I want that back, especially if he doesn't tell me no when i wanna do something fun

But alone i feel like an alien loser with nothing but hate coming towards me. Like im an invader or something. I felt like that towards strangers with him too but, not alone so i could do whatever i wanted