hopelesslonging
Greycel
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- Joined
- Mar 13, 2023
- Posts
- 16
I've become so numb that masturbating serves no purpose any longer. I don't get erections from porn, I don't get aroused from looking at people im attracted to, and I could sit and masturbate all day non stop and I wont even get an erection anymore. I have lost interest in masturbating and only do it when im very bored. I am so numb that I have no desire for sex and only care for a partner to tell my dark fantasies and struggles to and cuddle with to refrain from doing something erratic when im in an unstable state. I've resorted to using my Silicon "toy" to get an ejaculation because its the only thing that works for me anymore. I feel nothing emotionally, and cannot feel anything physically good anymore. So drinking and drugs is one of the last options anymore. Its ovER!