Blackpill Tomorrow I shall be tested

Figthcel

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Tomorrow I am attending an event that I wanted to attend for a while. My goal was to make it a success, to prove that I can be a worthy individual, a man.

I tried to get ready for it, physically and mentally. For like half a year.

Now when I look at myself I still see a failure. I would prefer to not go there. But I have to. I want the experience. If I fail, if I will be miserable, depressed, that is how it should be. But this time I have really tried to be ready for it.

If it brings no results, I have no other options. I cant try harder. I have to do OK otherwise I see no options.

Tomorrow will be a big day.
 
VisVoi

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I now go out so little that I prepare physically and mentally for each time I leave the house (not even talking about going to pubs or clubs).
Rn I am drinking orange juice, coffee, 2l of water and vit c supplements in order to lean out my face
 
Figthcel

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Incelhope said:
Nightclub?

Cant be specific, but its a bit different. I am going with some colleagues. And if I fail at everything and feel like a genetic junk I know I will lose all motivation to try anything anymore.
 
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Many don't get these chances, make the best of it.
 
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VisVoi said:
I now go out so little that I prepare physically and mentally for each time I leave the house (not even talking about going to pubs or clubs).
Rn I am drinking orange juice, coffee, 2l of water and vit c supplements in order to lean out my face
What do you mean lean out your face, make it look smaller and not bloated? And does that help?
 
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VisVoi said:
I now go out so little that I prepare physically and mentally for each time I leave the house (not even talking about going to pubs or clubs).
Rn I am drinking orange juice, coffee, 2l of water and vit c supplements in order to lean out my face
Same I'm healthmaxxing brah
 
Timecel

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what kind of event is it ?
 
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Dm me the event. I am curious now.