Venting Today was worse than usual

[NeverEvenBegan]

I can't handle a stressful day at a shitty job AND the constant reminder lingering in the back of mind that I am a worthless subhuman failure who is still KHHV at 30.

I am on the verge of crying. I got physically sick today from the stress. It's just too much for me. Today was too much for me.

Starting to get suicidal thoughts again. I hope I will feel better tomorrow after I sleep and rest.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Brutal af. Hope you feel better.

 

[lowz1r]

worthless subhuman failure who is still KHHV

this fact always really angers me. always ruins my day whenever I remind myself how touch starved I am

I am on the verge of crying. I got physically sick today from the stress

happens to me sometimes. on really shitty days i get chest pain from the stress

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Why couldn't it have been better?

 

[Kinkcel1]

Please rest up, brocel. I myself too, can't stand being around these normie-cocksuckers!

 

[Neucher.Belgrade]

working is a scam for incels

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I just want to be normal and have a norma life

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

this fact always really angers me. always ruins my day whenever I remind myself how touch starved I am

I know I will die without ever experiencing affection from women. Without ever experiencing a genuine hug or hand holding.

The closest I can ever get is paying escort for pretending she is into sex with me.

How are you supposed to deal with this?

 

[zerozerozero]

ik that feel bruh

 

[Kinkcel1]

I just want to be normal and have a norma life

 

[Da_Yunez]

I can't handle a stressful day at a shitty job AND the constant reminder lingering in the back of mind that I am a worthless subhuman failure who is still KHHV at 30.

I am on the verge of crying. I got physically sick today from the stress. It's just too much for me. Today was too much for me.

Starting to get suicidal thoughts again. I hope I will feel better tomorrow after I sleep and rest.

Can relate dude, the fact that we are 'cels just worsens every struggle we have to face in life, there is a reason why loneliness will shorten your life, the stress, cortisol, all no bueno for your body.

 

[Da_Yunez]

this fact always really angers me. always ruins my day whenever I remind myself how touch starved I am

happens to me sometimes. on really shitty days i get chest pain from the stress

In my case, its even worsening my cold induced headache, knowing no one will really bother to take care of me, and that ive gotta suck it up and deal with it until its gone.....

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

no one will really bother to take care of me

This will be me after my parents will pass of old age.

I don't think I will be able to handle their death tbh. I don't know what I am going to do

 

[Da_Yunez]

This will be me after my parents will pass of old age.

I don't think I will be able to handle their death tbh. I don't know what I am going to do

As shitty as they were and are to me, its my current lifeline, its what i have, if they die, any inhibition ive had for dangerous shit or the rope would be gone.

 

[reveries]

Did something particularly bad happened to you today at the job brocel?

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Did something particularly bad happened to you today at the job brocel?

We were severely shortstaffed and it was extremely busy

 

[SuperKanga]

I had a pretty awful day as well mang
It will be better tomorrow, we just gotta sleep it off and get some rest. I hope you know that we all care about you, and wish the best for you brother. Times are really hard right now, but we will push through.

Take care, and have a good rest of your night

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

we just gotta sleep it off and get some rest.

Yes, this is what we need

I hope you know that we all care about you, and wish the best for you brother.

Times are really hard right now, but we will push through.

good rest of your night

Thank you. It is day here, by the way. I work the night shift (incel trait).

 

[reveries]

We were severely shortstaffed and it was extremely busy

Can relate. When I was wagecucking I'd get a lot of mental breakdowns due to being overloaded with shit (from both customers and coworkers fucking up ), even if I thought I was well-adjusted to the job after years of doing it, it still happened from time to time. Frustration builds up and it needs to be released somehow I guess.

 

[SuperKanga]

Thank you. It is day here, by the way. I work the night shift (incel trait).

Bruuutal time zone pill.

Night shift is very based though
Ain't no way in hell I'm working morning shifts kek

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

Can relate. When I was wagecucking I'd get a lot of mental breakdowns due to being overloaded with shit (from both customers and coworkers fucking up ), even if I thought I was well-adjusted to the job after years of doing it, it still happened from time to time. Frustration builds up and it needs to be released somehow I guess.

I just want to catch a break. I think I deserve a small pause from pain