there was this turkish slut in my class, I had a "crush" of her like the new generations would say. she wasn't that hot, her faces was not special but I loved to have such wife.
She have a good ass and tits. She was not ugly and have some good body parts. She was cute but she never wanted something from me.
Today I dreamed of her that I show my family my new wife at christmas and we would have a hot christmas night. She would wear some red lingerie for me...
I woke up totally depressed...I spoke to her but she never wear interested, sometimes I tought she would get some "feelings" but never happened
of course how she could love me? I go out only with my contact lenses, she never saw me with glasses, I live a double life. At home I look like a bump and outside a try to look normal, I'm like the hunchback of notre dame. World is so cruel, I would buy her some nice things if she would accept me but no she go out with some arab turkish thugs that want only fuck her.
Fuck this world, I deserve better than this shit. I dream that she bring me tea in the morning, make me some breakfast, I would make it too...
I feel so numb, so castrated, maybe I should test my sperm, maybe I'm infertile.
In the morning my mouth stinks like shit over the day I have a gum. Only at home I don't walk around with a gum. I have a good hygiene I shower almost everyday, I brush my teeth, I have good clothes, I wear contact lenses but nothing help. contact lenses are a very good cope btw.
My sister and my mom said to my hear that I look with it like a bump and we must do something against it because it looks extremly dry, a bit curly, I look crazy.
I just want this turkish girl, she isn't the prime stacy but even that isn't going, I don't want this blue eye blonde bimbo stacy...
She have a good ass and tits. She was not ugly and have some good body parts. She was cute but she never wanted something from me.
Today I dreamed of her that I show my family my new wife at christmas and we would have a hot christmas night. She would wear some red lingerie for me...
I woke up totally depressed...I spoke to her but she never wear interested, sometimes I tought she would get some "feelings" but never happened
of course how she could love me? I go out only with my contact lenses, she never saw me with glasses, I live a double life. At home I look like a bump and outside a try to look normal, I'm like the hunchback of notre dame. World is so cruel, I would buy her some nice things if she would accept me but no she go out with some arab turkish thugs that want only fuck her.Fuck this world, I deserve better than this shit. I dream that she bring me tea in the morning, make me some breakfast, I would make it too...
I feel so numb, so castrated, maybe I should test my sperm, maybe I'm infertile.
In the morning my mouth stinks like shit over the day I have a gum. Only at home I don't walk around with a gum. I have a good hygiene I shower almost everyday, I brush my teeth, I have good clothes, I wear contact lenses but nothing help. contact lenses are a very good cope btw.
My sister and my mom said to my hear that I look with it like a bump and we must do something against it because it looks extremly dry, a bit curly, I look crazy.
I just want this turkish girl, she isn't the prime stacy but even that isn't going, I don't want this blue eye blonde bimbo stacy...
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