Tired of this existence ... this place ...

[Magnum]

The cycle of misery always remains. Like a constant downpour, washing over my mind, the hopelessness and emptyness I've felt for so long now
Sadness heartache and misery don't work alone for me, they often bring their friends, bitterness hatred and envy, all forming as different branches of depression
I've felt like this for so long, I really don't want to be here any longer. I never thought this was how my life would turn out to be
Beating my head against the wall to drown out the thoughts
The wings of death are opening i can feel the footsteps of people walking over my grave. the dark waits for no man but i wait for the dark. send me home

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Ok bluecel

 

[Animecel2D]

Yeah man i getcha. Its real brutal out there.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

 

[Deleted member 16390]

Its never a matter of what you feel about your life and the world. You can hate your life and the world as much as the hatred in your finite being can hold. Its when the world do not wish to tolerate one anymore that is when it will find a way to expel/exterminate such being. And there is a time for everything under the sun.

 

[Yerberito]

Can relate this

 

[Deleted member 18193]

Ok bluecel

brutal

 

[Saigon Depression]

The cycle of misery always remains. Like a constant downpour, washing over my mind, the hopelessness and emptyness I've felt for so long now
Sadness heartache and misery don't work alone for me, they often bring their friends, bitterness hatred and envy, all forming as different branches of depression
I've felt like this for so long, I really don't want to be here any longer. I never thought this was how my life would turn out to be
Beating my head against the wall to drown out the thoughts
The wings of death are opening i can feel the footsteps of people walking over my grave. the dark waits for no man but i wait for the dark. send me home

We should think of Death as a sweet and kind liberator.

 

[Deleted member 24125]

We should think of Death as a sweet and kind liberator.

this tbh. we already know that being here is just prolonged torture, ending it might be better, but of course you must have the conviction to do so.

 

[TallCelFag]

Waking up to this misery is a daily dose of suifuel. The blackpill has given me a new mindset though and I hope things will improve somewhat over the next year.

 

[ItsOver4cel]

Ok bluecel

 

[nystagmuscel]

Can relate this