Thugmaxxing saved me from being bullied

[fullofchagrin]

I hate my parents for raising me as a good person but sending me to school with savages who knew nothing but violence and crime. I figured out the thugmaxxing rule when I was 14. Started mimicking sand niggers and committed crime, I finally didn't get bullied anymore and got a lot of respect from the guys at school. I just wish I was born as a bad person, I would be living such a good life right now. I was such a good kid that the first time I ever lied was when I was 11. Literally had not ever lied about anything before that point in my life.

Anyway I didn't get bullied anymore after age 14 but the harm was already done. The nights when I don't have insomnia and can actually sleep I get nightmares about my childhood bully, either I violently murder him or he is bullying me and I wake up with a beating hard covered in sweat. I try letting go and not thinking about it but my subconscious won't let me forget about it, it has to haunt me for the rest of my life.

 

[chudjak]

Go King von

 

[fullofchagrin]

I wish everyone a Totally Majestic, Joyful Day

 

[fullofchagrin]

I don't even know if I should blame myself for my naivety, my parents for their foolishness, sand niggers for their savagery, God for my genetics, or kikes for importing sand niggers

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

Sandnigger are truly worthless scum sack of shit

 

[Emba]

Fascinating

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Total Sandnigger Annihilation

 

[TheHungariancel]

Started mimicking sand niggers and committed crime, I finally didn't get bullied anymore

What crimes did you commit?

Also, good for you that you were able to go through school without getting overly bullied. In an environment like school, as an incel if you’re a good kid you’ll be guaranteed to have some permanent mental damage from the constant bullying and humiliation.

 

[Yournotcold0]

Go King von

 

[fullofchagrin]

What crimes did you commit?

I'd rather keep that to myself.

Also, good for you that you were able to go through school without getting overly bullied. In an environment like school, as an incel if you’re a good kid you’ll be guaranteed to have some permanent mental damage from the constant bullying and humiliation.

Well it doesn't really matter, all of the damage was done in primary school anyway. I didn't go to high school, didn't get bullied in middle school but got bullied to hell and beyond in primary school. I might not be the truest cel here because I'm not very short and ugly but I can't imagine that there are many people on this forum who have a more hellish life than me.

 

[Friezacel]

No thugmaxxing for my autism, height or frame

 

[TheHungariancel]

. I didn't go to high school,

Are you a NEET by any chance?

 

[fullofchagrin]

Are you a NEET by any chance?

Yes. I dropped out first year of high school. I used to work back then. My mental health (also physical) has deteriorated a lot though, so I've been LDARing since over a year ago. I don't get neetbuxx though, I live with my parents and I don't spend a lot of money.

 

[BoneHermit666]

I hate my parents for raising me as a good person but sending me to school with savages who knew nothing but violence and crime. I figured out the thugmaxxing rule when I was 14. Started mimicking sand niggers and committed crime, I finally didn't get bullied anymore and got a lot of respect from the guys at school. I just wish I was born as a bad person, I would be living such a good life right now. I was such a good kid that the first time I ever lied was when I was 11. Literally had not ever lied about anything before that point in my life.

Anyway I didn't get bullied anymore after age 14 but the harm was already done. The nights when I don't have insomnia and can actually sleep I get nightmares about my childhood bully, either I violently murder him or he is bullying me and I wake up with a beating hard covered in sweat. I try letting go and not thinking about it but my subconscious won't let me forget about it, it has to haunt me for the rest of my life.

what harm you were 14 mate I realised that shit when I was 37 years of age when I got blackpilled, It is no wounder I got into spiritual satanism.

 

[fullofchagrin]

what harm you were 14 mate

Got lifelong trauma (read the rest of my text). Never got the chance to develop social skills. Partially caused me to go into depression, take pills (which caused me to develop physical health conditions and insomnia), attempt suicide (which left me with brain damage).

 

[Kaichee]

I hate my parents for raising me as a good person but sending me to school with savages who knew nothing but violence and crime. I figured out the thugmaxxing rule when I was 14. Started mimicking sand niggers and committed crime, I finally didn't get bullied anymore and got a lot of respect from the guys at school. I just wish I was born as a bad person, I would be living such a good life right now. I was such a good kid that the first time I ever lied was when I was 11. Literally had not ever lied about anything before that point in my life.

Anyway I didn't get bullied anymore after age 14 but the harm was already done. The nights when I don't have insomnia and can actually sleep I get nightmares about my childhood bully, either I violently murder him or he is bullying me and I wake up with a beating hard covered in sweat. I try letting go and not thinking about it but my subconscious won't let me forget about it, it has to haunt me for the rest of my life.

Ok, tough hard thug, sir. Please try to keep the gangsta damage you do to us to a minimum.

 

[WeirdPanda]

Got lifelong trauma (read the rest of my text). Never got the chance to develop social skills. Partially caused me to go into depression, take pills (which caused me to develop physical health conditions and insomnia), attempt suicide (which left me with brain damage).

I really hope ur doing better now then, I've had a similar experience (with anti-depressants and almost killing myself).

People out there can be really shitty but good does exist. Your suffering is not meaningless.

 

[BoneHermit666]

Got lifelong trauma (read the rest of my text). Never got the chance to develop social skills. Partially caused me to go into depression, take pills (which caused me to develop physical health conditions and insomnia), attempt suicide (which left me with brain damage).

at the age of 14

 

[BoneHermit666]

Got lifelong trauma (read the rest of my text). Never got the chance to develop social skills. Partially caused me to go into depression, take pills (which caused me to develop physical health conditions and insomnia), attempt suicide (which left me with brain damage).

I have read all of your text, something tells me your a fakecell

 

[fullofchagrin]

at the age of 14

I wasn't bullied at 14. I was bullied in primary school, so ages 6-11. I didn't really speak the language well before then so didn't have friends before age 6 either, I was born and lived for a couple years in a different country. In middle school I was simply excluded and had no friends until I started mimicking others. I did that for about a year, and then became a NEET.

 

[fullofchagrin]

I have read all of your text, something tells me your a fakecell

What is that "something"?

 

[fullofchagrin]

I really hope ur doing better now then, I've had a similar experience (with anti-depressants and almost killing myself).

Unfortunately not. It's only getting worse for me, and the only thing I wish in life is that the world gets blown up or something because I can't bear the guilt of hurting my family if I rope. I hope that you're doing better than me.

People out there can be really shitty but good does exist.

The bad far outweighs the good.

Your suffering is not meaningless.

how so?

 

[BSGMANLET]

I don't even know if I should blame myself for my naivety, my parents for their foolishness, sand niggers for their savagery, God for my genetics, or kikes for importing sand niggers

You shouldn't blame yourself.. Atleast you know the truth. Modern Black culture is contradicting and degenerate
I also was a "good kid" and didn't steal or lie until I was 12, so niggas would constantly try and bully me. I had a bulky frame despite being 5'6 which benefited me in hs

 

[WeirdPanda]

Unfortunately not. It's only getting worse for me, and the only thing I wish in life is that the world gets blown up or something because I can't bear the guilt of hurting my family if I rope. I hope that you're doing better than me.

We only have one life man, why waste the little that we have? There is a lot of value in being a good person, and I personally believe that a lot of people these days have a guilty conscience, they just don't show it.

The bad far outweighs the good.

Cherish the good is what I meant. I'm not trying to lie and say that this world is good but if there's a small semblance of good in it then it should be cherished.

how so?

For it to be suffering it has to have meaning. Not sure if this would make sense to you but if it does then that's good.

 

[BSGMANLET]

Yes. I dropped out first year of high school. I used to work back then. My mental health (also physical) has deteriorated a lot though, so I've been LDARing since over a year ago. I don't get neetbuxx though, I live with my parents and I don't spend a lot of money.

Damn we live the same life brocel

 

[BoneHermit666]

What is that "something"?

A true incel does not thugmax at age 14

 

[Kaichee]

A true incel does not thugmax at age 14

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Go King von

 

[fullofchagrin]

A true incel does not thugmax at age 14

Damn bro thanks for the revelation. As soon as I read this I ascended with a 10/10 stacy

 

[fullofchagrin]

Damn we live the same life brocel

Want to be frens?

 

[decapitation]

Sandnigger are truly worthless scum sack of shit

 

[fullofchagrin]

We only have one life man, why waste the little that we have? There is a lot of value in being a good person, and I personally believe that a lot of people these days have a guilty conscience, they just don't show it.

I was good as a kid and all it did for me was doom me to torment for life. We live in a society where a man can rape and torture a child to death, go to prison for 5 years then live the rest of his life as a free man and normies either don't see anything wrong with this, or they don't give a shit about it (until it happens to them). I mean people get mad at me for saying the nigger word but they themselves support the sand nigger genocide in the middle east lol, and when I speak up about that I'm an anti semite. Jfl

Cherish the good is what I meant. I'm not trying to lie and say that this world is good but if there's a small semblance of good in it then it should be cherished.

I disagree, for every person living a good life there are a hundred living lives full of suffering, hanging onto life because of biological urges

For it to be suffering it has to have meaning. Not sure if this would make sense to you but if it does then that's good.

Yes I fully understand. This does not count for me though because my life is only suffering I guess a 50/50 balance of joy and suffering would be healthy, for me it's 0/100. I am completely emotionally numb except for a feeling that I can not easily describe, but it feels like torture. I have not felt any joy or cried since I was a kid. I wish I could at least cry

 

[BoneHermit666]

Damn bro thanks for the revelation. As soon as I read this I ascended with a 10/10 stacy

then fuck off off this forum your not an incel.

 

[fullofchagrin]

then fuck off off this forum your not an incel.

you're*


fucking gatekeeper

 

[WeirdPanda]

I was good as a kid and all it did for me was doom me to torment for life. We live in a society where a man can rape and torture a child to death, go to prison for 5 years then live the rest of his life as a free man and normies either don't see anything wrong with this, or they don't give a shit about it (until it happens to them). I mean people get mad at me for saying the nigger word but they themselves support the sand nigger genocide in the middle east lol, and when I speak up about that I'm an anti semite. Jfl

The thoughts of these people are shaped by mob mentality and lack of critical thinking. Ultimately they're just unable to empathize with certain situations and overly estimate the gravity of certain things because that's all they've grown with. What you've stated in the first two sentences has more to do with how hypocrisy is natural in human beings paired with their lack of rationality.

I disagree, for every person living a good life there are a hundred living lives full of suffering, hanging onto life because of biological urges

Grass is always greener on the other side but this time unironically. To survive is to win at life is what I think, not going to let the fact others are "apparently" living a better life than me interrupt my life.

Yes I fully understand. This does not count for me though because my life is only suffering I guess a 50/50 balance of joy and suffering would be healthy, for me it's 0/100. I am completely emotionally numb except for a feeling that I can not easily describe, but it feels like torture. I have not felt any joy or cried since I was a kid. I wish I could at least cry

Do you remember any moment where someone was kind to you or made you feel valued? Even in the slightest bit?

 

[zephyr]

I just wish I was born as a bad person, I would be living such a good life right now.

Apart from the Involuntary Celibacy

 

[fullofchagrin]

Apart from the Involuntary Celibacy

I'm not as genetically doomed as some/most people here. I think that I would have decent chances if I had a more normal childhood. Especially if my parents taught me how to deal with autism.

 

[fullofchagrin]

The thoughts of these people are shaped by mob mentality and lack of critical thinking. Ultimately they're just unable to empathize with certain situations and overly estimate the gravity of certain things because that's all they've grown with. What you've stated in the first two sentences has more to do with how hypocrisy is natural in human beings paired with their lack of rationality.

I'm not going to feel bad for people who are better than me in every way that matters for tormenting me and making my life a living hell.

Grass is always greener on the other side but this time unironically. To survive is to win at life is what I think, not going to let the fact others are "apparently" living a better life than me interrupt my life.

Not really. Would you say the same thing to a person living in a torture chamber? While my life isn't as bad, it's pretty damn close.

Do you remember any moment where someone was kind to you or made you feel valued? Even in the slightest bit?

I suffer from memory loss so I can't remember such a moment, but that's probably happened to me. What's your point?



I wish I could live in a world where people appreciated kindness, a world where humans were caring for each other, a world where we could prosper and travel through the galaxy. That's just a fairy tale though. Nature is cruel, and so are humans by extension. Perhaps mankind will achieve great things in the future. That's why I'm not an "anti natalist". I also just don't really care much about the rest of the world though. I used to, but it got too much. I used to be way too empathetic, as a kid I would check the news and see people suffering, or I would see homeless beggars on the streets and it would make me depressed. I don't care anymore. I just want to end my own suffering.

 

[BSGMANLET]

Why is there so many Grey's?

Want to be frens?

Sure brocel. I'll give you a follow

 

[Diddy]

I'm too short, weak, and non-NT to thugmaxx