SuicideFuel thoughts of the future torment me

[gangrenemax]

even if some ugly whore settles for me when I'm 35 I fear I'll end up in a sexless relationship or she'll just use me for my resources as she cheats on me. how do you reconcile getting sex but with a person who finds you repulsive. I don't think I'll ever have true love even tough I have fully discounted the fact that I'll ever be someone's first love. so if these are my choices wouldn't paying a whore actually be better because you pay for her time and she somewhat pretends to be nice or are escorts mean too?

I unironically think doing drugs or killing myself would be a good solution. the more homeless I see not the ones who seem like they are suffering but the ones in a haze you can see it in their eyes, I envy them. I want to be in an eternal state of masturbatory pleasure even if it means that I drug myself to the gills, going out like this sounds more dignified than being lonely and rotting

 

[wereq]

My future is shrouded in darkness. I get anxiety when I think about it.

 

[gangrenemax]

My future is shrouded in darkness. I get anxiety when I think about it.

I wish you the best man hope things turn around if not hopefully you get your hands on some really good fentanyl or some shit

 

[BosniaCel]

. I get anxiety when I think about it.

Me too

 

[wereq]

Me too

 

[wereq]

I wish you the best man hope things turn around if not hopefully you get your hands on some really good fentanyl or some shit

Hopefully I can get fentanyl OD that kills me.

 

[SubZER0]

When I picture my future, I see pure darkness. That must mean my mental health is good

I wish you the best of the best man

 

[HonklerTheKFCoon]

My future is shrouded in darkness. I get anxiety when I think about it.

things will only get worse

 

[oofy]

things will only get worse

 

[Mainländer]

Take one day at a time. Scientific research and spiritual traditions from both the east and the west agree on that one.

You don't know what will happen one minute for now, let alone decades from now. Of course you can and should have long term goals, but even with them, you break them down into smaller parts and take one day at a time.

 

[yung loner]

I unironically think doing drugs or killing myself would be a good solution. the more homeless I see not the ones who seem like they are suffering but the ones in a haze you can see it in their eyes, I envy them.

 

[damascus]

med school, to residency
the 400 weeks vs 1 meeks
i will never live the life i truly desired
i have not achieved broke teenage love
teenage chads have memorized anatomy of vulva by touch
whats the fucking point man