FUCKITALLREEE
5'7 LDARing Neet Truecel
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- Sep 30, 2019
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Due to being a truecel, being 99% sure that i have autism, stuck in a room with heavy depression and little to no energy/motivation. I thought if i could train and get physically stronger, at least i could be proud of that, to not be a weakling. But i think it's impossible to train in complete insolation,(only person i talk to is my mom and my dog) especially when everywhere i look i see my deformed self. I still try sometimes even if i know it's useless. I dont have a schedule either so it's not consistent.
I don't know if i should seek help to get an official autism diagnostics first, i know that it is unchangeable but i know that it can be worked on since eggy confirmed it in one of his videos (even thought he was a teen at the time, not an adult iirc)
But i dont know if it would be worth it tbh, as a subhuman life is shit regardless of your choices anyways.
What do you think, should i just keep LDARing?
I don't know if i should seek help to get an official autism diagnostics first, i know that it is unchangeable but i know that it can be worked on since eggy confirmed it in one of his videos (even thought he was a teen at the time, not an adult iirc)
But i dont know if it would be worth it tbh, as a subhuman life is shit regardless of your choices anyways.
What do you think, should i just keep LDARing?