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I barely go out during the day. Like a vampire, I am most active at night.
I am actually 20, but I feel like a horny teenager because of my hormones. Plus, all my friends are teenagers. Goo goo muck is supposed to be a terrifying animal, which I am in a sense thanks to my unappealing face.
After taking hours to dress up, I cruise through the city in ecstasy with the feeling that a new chapter of my life is about to begin.
So obvious that almost requires no explanation. The ultimate goal is to attract a girl. It is like hunting in some sense. The predator needs the prey to survive. I need the lady to satisfy my needs and feel alive.
Hard to understand if one is not up on the jargon. Head means blowjob. Penetrating a tight, wet, and warm vagina is wonderful. Sucking on her nipples? Exciting. Licking her vagina? Good. Penetrating her anus is fine, too. But sometimes we just need a nice blowjob. Ejaculating into the mouth of a girl that desires your seeds must be a surreal experience.
"With a little luck" because only we know how difficult our situation is as involuntary celibates. No matter how much effort I put into looking good and being sociable, what matters in the end is the correct opportunity; in the right place at the right moment.
If the city is going to be a jungle, I am obliged to be a beast, otherwise I am fated to succumb. That is also known as natural selection. I do not accept being a sexless loser for the rest of my days. I need to get up and do something about it.
A feast is a large meal in celebration of something. In this context, it can mean an orgy or a harem. Perhaps it simply means celebrating a big accomplishment, such as making it out of this miserable involuntary celibate life. I would celebrate it for sure.
An ode to humility? Of course, I want the prettiest and sexiest girl this world has to offer, but I will take the least pretty and sexy if I cannot find anyone that is better. I have seen hundreds of women that made me think, "I would have sex with that." So is the horniness of young men.
