
VλREN
You have to live what's only real
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View: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZaginpTG-0
I remember for some reason watching this sexual R rated movie with my family when I was 10 or something and I remember getting up and leaving when anything sexual popped up because it was too awkward
But I remember this scene popping up and I was super hard that I couldn’t leave so I had to awkwardly sit there until my erection went away, I remember my face being burning red
Afterwards I left and started playing roblox on the family computer, I felt euphoric after watching this scene so my dopamine was all high and what not. I think I was playing that build to survive creepers game and I was looking at lego alpha squad stuff because I thought old legos were cool and I remember feeling almost high
But I only discovered how to jerk off two years after so that’s probably why my 1st fap felt so good. I was basically doing no fap for two years without realizing it jfl
The things that I remember
But the desensitization is a tragedy I guess, because if I saw this seen nowadays I wouldn’t even care or feel anything I’d probably think to myself “her tits are too small” and the I would forget about it in five seconds.
But hey i guess that’s life, am just glad I didn’t grow up with an iPad honestly