I'm 24, I lost all the best years in a human life alone, without friends, without gf, without love, without all the fucking things that matter in this stupid life. Just coping with stupid shit that lead me to an endless depression from which I can't recover, and I won't recover, cause things only go downhill as time passes by and people in my age is miles ahead in experiences. No friends, no one I can relate with, just internet forums and an endless cope.
I don't think I will hold on with this for many time. If nothing changes I surely will end my stupid life. My days off are worse than when I'm in the place where I study some shit that I don't think will get me a decent job. Even if I get a decent job, I will be miserable working and miserable not working; just earning money for wasting in a useless cope life that will be harder to cope with everyday.
This existence is a bad and cruel joke. I can't do anything to get out of this. Self improvement doesn't work. Honestly nothing works about getting a gf, is out of your control. If they don't like you, you can't do anything. What I'm suppose to do? Approach a unknown girl in the street with some stupid joke like puas do? That never works in a real world unless you're good looking as hell, and even then you will be probably rejected many times, because that's what they do, reject guys.
This entitled pieces of shit play the whore in their social media, and then act like decent woman, who the fuck believes that? There's no decent woman since I live in this earth. This generation is worse than ever.
No psychologist and no pills can cure the pain of this existence as a guy like me. I really don't fucking know what to do next, I really tried my best, and I fall everytime. How can I accept a life without a gf, love, family? It's impossible, it's all cope if you don't even get sex. And no, I'm not paying any whore, its the ultimate "giving up in life" for me.
Don't know what more to say, I just explode at some points. I cry or I start to argue with my mom about this things. But she keeps on trying to keep me up with hopes of better times that never come. At least she's the only person that truly cares for me, she can't understand anything of this pain, and bluepill advices make me sick at this point honestly, but cares anyway. Without her i would be completely alone, and I can't imagine that. How much pain can a human sense? I don't know.
That's all, and fuck Christmas, this stupid gay celebration of happiness, love, etc. I don't want to hear nothing about those things I been denied. Nothing to celebrate guys, at least for me. I hate being reminded about it, and I will hate new year's eve, and everything about this. This religious festivity lost all it's meaning, like this whole world has lost it.
Summed up: I rant about my shit life and not being able to have sex, friends, affection. Don't know if someone can relate to this.
I don't think I will hold on with this for many time. If nothing changes I surely will end my stupid life. My days off are worse than when I'm in the place where I study some shit that I don't think will get me a decent job. Even if I get a decent job, I will be miserable working and miserable not working; just earning money for wasting in a useless cope life that will be harder to cope with everyday.
This existence is a bad and cruel joke. I can't do anything to get out of this. Self improvement doesn't work. Honestly nothing works about getting a gf, is out of your control. If they don't like you, you can't do anything. What I'm suppose to do? Approach a unknown girl in the street with some stupid joke like puas do? That never works in a real world unless you're good looking as hell, and even then you will be probably rejected many times, because that's what they do, reject guys.
This entitled pieces of shit play the whore in their social media, and then act like decent woman, who the fuck believes that? There's no decent woman since I live in this earth. This generation is worse than ever.
No psychologist and no pills can cure the pain of this existence as a guy like me. I really don't fucking know what to do next, I really tried my best, and I fall everytime. How can I accept a life without a gf, love, family? It's impossible, it's all cope if you don't even get sex. And no, I'm not paying any whore, its the ultimate "giving up in life" for me.
Don't know what more to say, I just explode at some points. I cry or I start to argue with my mom about this things. But she keeps on trying to keep me up with hopes of better times that never come. At least she's the only person that truly cares for me, she can't understand anything of this pain, and bluepill advices make me sick at this point honestly, but cares anyway. Without her i would be completely alone, and I can't imagine that. How much pain can a human sense? I don't know.
That's all, and fuck Christmas, this stupid gay celebration of happiness, love, etc. I don't want to hear nothing about those things I been denied. Nothing to celebrate guys, at least for me. I hate being reminded about it, and I will hate new year's eve, and everything about this. This religious festivity lost all it's meaning, like this whole world has lost it.
Summed up: I rant about my shit life and not being able to have sex, friends, affection. Don't know if someone can relate to this.
