So I got evicted from my rented apartment days ago after what happened... I was looking for a new one but there's literally no choice, the room and apartment market is fucked up today. Either way, I also looked around for rooms but with 2-3 people max (including me). So I visited one such apartment with 2 rooms, one being for 2 people and a couple was leaving it and I was thinking of moving in there and the other being a single person room. So the apartment was alright, I could live there, it's top floor, no neighbours around my walls, that's great, however...
...the other room was being rented to a foid. She was there when I was visiting the apartment. She was somewhat attractive, pretty cute, about my height (JFL). And I just know I couldn't live one on one with a foid like that, with our rooms only separated by bathroom (she would hear my loud farts on the toilette). My assburger would be horrible for both of us, my awkwardness, my inceldom. SHe would probably realize how weird I am and how weirdly I live, etc. and report me to police for not feeling safe or whatever. I would probably get evicted again, for nothing, or beaten up, or humiliated, whatever the case may be. It's so over. My mind is so fucked up, I can't function properly.
...the other room was being rented to a foid. She was there when I was visiting the apartment. She was somewhat attractive, pretty cute, about my height (JFL). And I just know I couldn't live one on one with a foid like that, with our rooms only separated by bathroom (she would hear my loud farts on the toilette). My assburger would be horrible for both of us, my awkwardness, my inceldom. SHe would probably realize how weird I am and how weirdly I live, etc. and report me to police for not feeling safe or whatever. I would probably get evicted again, for nothing, or beaten up, or humiliated, whatever the case may be. It's so over. My mind is so fucked up, I can't function properly.
