Sorry for the title, it’s the only thing that came to mind.
So I’m F14, and currently visiting disneyland. I definitely hit puberty hard
and get lots of staring from people. Although I do deal with self loathing amd absolutely hating how i look, i constantly stress over if i have too much stomach fat, etc.
Today I felt more comfortable and happy so I tried out a new shirt I got on clearance from Tilly’s
At one point in time i had to fix my hair (we love the wind) and put my headband back on. When I fix my hair I tend to need a mirror to make sure I’m not screwing it up more...
So I pulled out my phone and checked my camera to make sure; and mind you im facing it away from people so they dont think I’m recording or taking photos of them.
And these two older women were just giving me the death glare, and stormed past me. They stood there for a minute or two as I was fixing my hair and glared at me. I kinda felt my confidence crumble and when I finished they stormed off with their little kids.
I asked my mom about it and she said;
“They were eyeing you up and down and looked extremely mad and jealous” before laughing, apparently she found it funny
I don’t even know right now, I kinda feel like maybe I shouldn’t have dressed up more than normal :/
Why can’t we just love each other? :/