This is how pathetic I am: a girl said hi and talked to me a few times more than half a year ago, I still think about her.

[Deleted member 7448]

I don't like women, I think they're manipulative, mean cunts that laugh behind my back. Fucking despise them.

And yet, my primitive monkey brain is so starved of attention from the opposite sex, I still think about this one girl. She said hi to me a few times, we chatted a few times cause we used to be coworkers (she changed jobs), and that's basically it.

Saying hi wasn't unusual. We talked about mundane shit, pointless blather conversations. But this is pretty much the closest thing I had in years to ... idk, actually interacting with a female that wasn't a purely work-related interaction/conversation. Checked her photos out on facebook hundreds of times for some reason.

Here's the thing, I didn't even like her. She was kinda mean at times, called me an "interesting guy" one time when I was being kind autistic (rolled her eyes too the damn cunt), and did a few other things that I really didn't like. And yet I still think about her.

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Animu has better girls to like

 

[Braincel14w]

The beta is fully engrained in you. Same as me.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

I still remember a hug I got from one of my sisters petite and pretty friends 12 years ago (Im 31)

 

[thebuddhacel]

The beta is fully engrained in you. Same as me.

 

[Bangkok or bust]

I still remember the work colleague (female skinny blonde) that smiled at me 21 years ago but never talked to me (i'm 41). I check out her facebook few times a year (i'm not on her friends list)

 

[Joelossus]

You're not alone bro, i still occasionally think about one particular girl, who used to be kinda nice to me, more than 4 years ago.

 

[Mainländer]

Such shit is normal. I dreamed of that naked JB from the German FKK like two days ago. I sometimes dream of my high school onitis, even.

My incel friend once just saw a foid he liked at my street once, he talked about her for years. This is how needy we get.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

This happens because we've been deprived for so long. The state of deprivation causes us to cling onto whatever little bread crumb of acknowledgement/affection we receive. Its the same with me.

 

[ihaveno1]

not pathetic man i still think back to when a foid in my 5th grade class invited me to play uno with a group of kids when i was sitting alone all the time

 

[seija]

This happens because we've been deprived for so long. The state of deprivation causes us to cling onto whatever little bread crumb of acknowledgement/affection we receive. Its the same with me.

 

[Izayacel]

so onitis then?

 

[UglyScotsman]

This happens because we've been deprived for so long. The state of deprivation causes us to cling onto whatever little bread crumb of acknowledgement/affection we receive. Its the same with me.

 

[Hate_my_life]

This happens because we've been deprived for so long. The state of deprivation causes us to cling onto whatever little bread crumb of acknowledgement/affection we receive. Its the same with me.

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so onitis then?

He said he didnt feel anything towards it.