Blackpill This is how I spent my 20s

[Getlooksordie]

Mo - Friday: Work hard and study my ass off, go to the gym, work on improving myself, do online dating and realize I have literally ZERO smv to women. I realized even obese 300lbs ethnic single mothers in their mid 30s are way out of my league.

Friday and Saturday night: Go to clubs/bars...get told I´m ugly and worthless by women, watch chad dance and make out with hot girls, pay $50+ to get mass rejected by women, get treated like shit by the staff, go home and whack off to porn and cry myself to sleep.


Repeat for 10 years. Literally every single week was the same. Bust your ass off the whole week, work on my career and personality, only to get told you are worthless scum by society on the weekends.

The average foid would be trying kill herself with sleeping pills after even one night of my life and yet I somehow managed to survive for over 10+ years of literal hell on earth. If I don´t get a wife at the end of next year I will seriously go on a killing spree. I´m so sick of being treated like an ugly, convicted pedophile by society every single day.

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

Did you shower?

 

[Evil Genius]

At least you tried man, I just sit at home and LDAR.

 

[Anger]

At least you tried man, I just sit at home and LDAR.

Same

 

[deadman123]

Bro you need to shower if you want to see real results.

 

[Evildoer]

Repeat for 10 years. Literally every single week was the same. Bust your ass off the whole week, work on my career and personality, only to get told you are worthless scum by society on the weekends.

While Chad does nothing, but remain seccessful in life due to his looks only.

 

[BlackpilledTruecel]

you wagecucked monday-friday aswell as uni?

 

[_wifebeater_]

Why did you do this to yourself for 10 years?

 

[Blackpill Dealer]

work on my career and personality

lol, this is why ugly people should take the blackpill early.

 

[Getlooksordie]

At least you tried man, I just sit at home and LDAR.

I kinda wished I never did try.

I could still cope by saying "I´m actually good looking, I just need to get out more", but every sense of self worth has been destroyed. There is zero doubt in my mind that I´m unattractive to the opposite sex.

The thing that hurts the most is that I could have approached all those hundreds of girls in the same exact manner and they would´ve been the sweetest, most loving girls in the world had I been born with a better face and then I could´ve fucked all of them.

I have absolutely zero drive in life anymore and have been completely dead on the inside for years now.

 

[imbored21]

None of that will work if you don’t take a shower.

 

[theultimate341]

At least you tried cant say the same for many here.

 

[Getlooksordie]

So at least you have proven that you are a resilient person.

Now maybe you should see a psychiatrist and ask what the heck you are doing wrong to have zero luck with wome after a decade of trying because if that is rally true then you need more help then we can give you here.

I´m only blessed with talents that are completely useless in the real world like grit, mental toughness and resiliance.

What do I need a psychiatrist for? I need a plastic surgeon. I´m actually going all out on surgery this year.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

So at least you have proven that you are a resilient person.

Now maybe you should see a psychiatrist and ask what the heck you are doing wrong to have zero luck with wome after a decade of trying because if that is rally true then you need more help then we can give you here.

JFL

 

[Izayacel]

good that you get that its over, and yea fucking guests again

 

[ThisLifeKillsMe]

So at least you have proven that you are a resilient person.

Now maybe you should see a psychiatrist and ask what the heck you are doing wrong to have zero luck with wome after a decade of trying because if that is rally true then you need more help then we can give you here.

Dont know if troll or inceltears

 

[caffeine455]

are you sure you worked on your personality hard enough? I don't know bro maybe you should take more showers and try getting a fresh haircut bro.

 

[Incel Prime]

Do you have a rating post? It is hard not to be curious at what your face looks like.

No. Seriously, there is something in your behaviour with girls that is not quite right if you have tried for 10 years and havn't even gotten laid yet.

Get this fucking guy outta here just lol.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

If there is something wrong with your behaviour then that is much worse then if there is someting wrong with your face. There is no plastic surgery for your personality. It is harder to change than your face. So there is nothing bluepill about pointing that out. Quite the opposite.

IT OUT

 

[IncelmaBinHardon]

Something has to be wrong. The average incel realizes very early on that he's never going to attract women of any kind. You can either routinely get humiliated, or throw yourself into a cope, or just accept the inevitable and pay for the best whores you can afford and rest easy in the knowledge that escorts will actually think more of you - because you're helping to support them and give them a relatively decent life - than some grotesque landwhale you might possibly have pulled if you'd persisted long enough and got 'lucky'.

 

[Incel Prime]

If there is something wrong with your behaviour then that is much worse then if there is someting wrong with your face. There is no plastic surgery for your personality. It is harder to change than your face. So there is nothing bluepill about pointing that out. Quite the opposite.

Yea we all just have to work on our personalities. Fuck off. You belong at redpill

 

[Getlooksordie]

Do you have a rating post? It is hard not to be curious at what your face looks like.

No. Seriously, there is something in your behaviour with girls that is not quite right if you have tried for 10 years and havn't even gotten laid yet.

I have gotten laid, but I still consider myself incel.

I´m unable to get laid from bars/clubs/online dating unless I completely drop my standards or I have to mass approach for years just to get a ONS with a foid I feel zero physical attraction to who will just pump and dump me for chad.

 

[Incel Prime]

Something has to be wrong. The average incel realizes very early on that he's never going to attract women of any kind. You can either routinely get humiliated, or throw yourself into a cope, or just accept the inevitable and pay for the best whores you can afford and rest easy in the knowledge that escorts will actually think more of you - because you're helping to support them and give them a relatively decent life - than some grotesque landwhale you might possibly have pulled if you'd persisted long enough and got 'lucky'.

I knew by the time I was 15 there was something wrong. Ive seen guys that should be incel that are fucking low tier females and normies back in HS. The only way to fix it early on is for a girl to like you. If no one shows you interest of course youre gonna think something wrong.

I have gotten laid, but I still consider myself incel.

I´m unable to get laid from bars/clubs/online dating unless I completely drop my standards or I have to mass approach for years just to get a ONS with a foid I feel zero physical attraction to who will just pump and dump me for chad.

You got laid without escortcelling. Regardless of looks you still fucked someone. You dont really belong here.

 

[Permafrost]

Yea we all just have to work on our personalities. Fuck off. You belong at redpill

No I didn't say we should work on them, I said if the problem is our personalities then there is a chance that there truly, truly is absolutely no hope for us. Who says you can change your personality? That is the laziest advice in the book. "Go to the gym" is a t least a concrete piece of information. "Work on your personality" doesn't give any direction to what would be a better personlity or how to get there.

 

[TheRealChincel]

I may have approached 2k+ women but by 100, I knew I was generic garbage. Kudos for persisting though but a wife, that's what you want???

 

[Incel Prime]

No I didn't say we should work on them, I said if the problem is our personalities then there is a chance that there truly, truly is absolutely no hope for us. Who says you can change your personality? That is the laziest advice in the book. "Go to the gym" is a t least a concrete piece of information. "Work on your personality" doesn't give any direction to what would be a better personlity or how to get there.

People who say fix your personality are retarded. You cant fully ever change your personality. They only say that to incels as a way to keep them in line. Do you think they care about chads personality and tell him that? No they say i like him and i want to fix him.

 

[Colly]

It's not ovER yet

 

[IsolationHurts]

I could still cope by saying "I´m actually good looking, I just need to get out more", but every sense of self worth has been destroyed. There is zero doubt in my mind that I´m unattractive to the opposite sex.

I know that feeling
Tried for years during college, did it fucking all, and nothing matters. Allways rejected. I wish i never tried, so i could think that maybe im just a mentalcel, that i just need to NTmaxx and LowInhibMaxx and everything will be fine, that im just too lazy.... 7
But no
Its just fucking over

At least you got laid

 

[Weirdcel]

Yeah, the real world is shit for incels. That's why I just stay home and never bother with all that shit.

 

[Permafrost]

People who say fix your personality are retarded. You cant fully ever change your personality. They only say that to incels as a way to keep them in line. Do you think they care about chads personality and tell him that? No they say i like him and i want to fix him.

That was exactly what I ment. Exactly.

I didn't say there OP "should" fix his personality or that I have any idea about what is wrong with it. I am just saying since he is obviously really stubborn he could at least try one more way out before he gives up. I never said I was sure it would work. Maybe he could at least get a hint on what is his problem even if he can't fix it.

 

[SoCalSuifuel]

>read the OP, find it interesting
>read the thread, see that OP isn't an incel and has actually gotten laid
Why are you even here?

 

[Incel Prime]

That was exactly what I ment. Exactly.

I didn't say there OP "should" fix his personality or that I have any idea about what is wrong with it. I am just saying since he is obviously really stubborn he could at least try one more way out before he gives up. I never said I was sure it would work. Maybe he could at least get a hint on what is his problem even if he can't fix it.

Its probably not even personality. Most likely social skills. Women want you to play this game with them and I refuse to play it. If you dont learn how to play the game like most normies its over. You cant just learn how to play when youre older. Cause you no longer are in an environment or age to do it. People suggest going to clubs to practice social game lol. In order to club you need to know how to play their game already. Its like skipping the tutorial and going straight to hard mode.

>read the OP, find it interesting
>read the thread, see that OP isn't an incel and has actually gotten laid
Why are you even here?

This

 

[Getlooksordie]

I know that feeling
Tried for years during college, did it fucking all, and nothing matters. Allways rejected. I wish i never tried, so i could think that maybe im just a mentalcel, that i just need to NTmaxx and LowInhibMaxx and everything will be fine, that im just too lazy.... 7
But no
Its just fucking over

At least you got laid

Coming home from getting mass rejected by women in bars/clubs in the worst way possible then coming home and opening my fake male model account and having dozens of those same kind of girls begging for my cock, acting all funny and sweet, almost forcing me to meet up after I messaged them "let´s fuck" as my opening message just completely destroyed me emotionally. Fake male model experiments just completely snapped my neck.

I´ve gotten hundreds of rejections IRL that have traumatised me and knowing that literally every single one of those girls would´ve acted like the most kindest, sweetest person in the world, just talking to me like a waterfall and begging me to fuck them had I been born better looking. Those same women who told me "fuck off, you ugly loser" would´ve made me breakfast the morning after our ONS and would´ve been paying rent for me had I been born as chad while having the same identical personality as my real self.

Knowing that literally nothing you say or do matters in terms of attracting women is really soul crushing. Literally the only thing that determines your success with the opposite sex is your looks.

 

[Berok]

Did you shower?

i guess he didint showermaxx

 

[EARTH]

Could it be possible that you act mental, or awkward? I know I know Chad can get away with anything, but we are not Chad.

Even people in the 6 -7 range will struggle if they are utterly autistic in their social interactions. I don't know much about you, but you do transmit weird vibes. You've also had a tough childhood according to the stories I have seen. It could be that act absolutely autistic with people.

 

[Permafrost]

Its probably not even personality. Most likely social skills. Women want you to play this game with them and I refuse to play it. If you dont learn how to play the game like most normies its over. You cant just learn how to play when youre older. Cause you no longer are in an environment or age to do it. People suggest going to clubs to practice social game lol. In order to club you need to know how to play their game already. Its like skipping the tutorial and going straight to hard mode.

This

You are right. When I say personality I pretty much ment the more shallow aspects of it, such as social skills, body language, the capacity to radiate what normies would call "charm" or "warmth". That is why I said "behaviour" in the first post. Wich means that the phrase "work on your personality" means "live the rest of your life with a mask on."

It is funny how normis don't see the contradiction between that advice and the old, drudgerous "be yourself..."

 

[Incel Prime]

You are right. When I say personality I pretty much ment the more shallow aspects of it, such as social skills, body language, the capacity to radiate what normies would call "charm" or "warmth". That is why I said "behaviour" in the first post. Wich means that the phrase "work on your personality" means "live the rest of your life with a mask on."

It is funny how normis don't see the contradiction between that advice and the old, drudgerous "be yourself..."

Thats because normies dont understand since its a foreign concept to them. If you grew up learning the right social skills and being able to practice it you would be the same way.

 

[Permafrost]

Thats because normies dont understand since its a foreign concept to them. If you grew up learning the right social skills and being able to practice it you would be the same way.

No they don't, don't they...

The fish can't see the water it swims in and doesn't believe it exists.

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

I see were it went wrong. How many haircuts a day did you get? If less then 2 you wasted youre 20s

 

[Miro Chad]

Just stop going to night clubs, they are a scam to make the owners rich by tricking incels to spend obscure amount of money.

 

[IsolationHurts]

I´ve gotten hundreds of rejections IRL that have traumatised me

Same. Getting rejected over and over and over and over and over and over.... just completely fucked me. If they, at least, rejected me with a little bit of compassion and elegance... but, as you say, foids love to humiliate ugly men in social situations to show their status. Its fucking soul destroying.
I tried once to have a male model tinder just to see, but i could not bare it. At all. I deleted it in a few days. Knowing what we are losing just makes things insupportable.
Is there anything more sad than being born ugly and in a low quality family, so also poorly socialized? I really dont think so. Ive felt dead inside so much time i really dont feel anything positive anymore.... maybe nostalgia, sometimes. The rest is just pain. Isolation. Depression. Hopelessness.
How old are you? Im almost 28 and i dont think i can take any of this anymore, tbh. Ive been trying to survive fo no reason for so much time i really feel like i just should not be here. Sometimes i really think and feel that i will not notice the difference between being alive and dead. Its like im already dead anyway. Specially when im extremely depressed, so i cant even get out of the bed and i browse this site with my fucking phone...
Sometimes i feel like im already a corpse, i FEEL IT, i feel numb and liveless, i feel like im rotting already, i feel like i cant feel the beating of my heart (and my chest actually physically hurts). Sometimes i feel like im going to die very very soon, and crippling axiety takes over me. I hope im not losing my mind. Ive felt like this before, i think ive written about it here in the past.
I know what Cotard Delusion is and i dont want to be the next freak that suffers from it.
Sorry, i dont know what the point of this is. Just ignore me.

 

[SwordsmanAlt]

Mo - Friday: Work hard and study my ass off, go to the gym, work on improving myself, do online dating and realize I have literally ZERO smv to women. I realized even obese 300lbs ethnic single mothers in their mid 30s are way out of my league.

Friday and Saturday night: Go to clubs/bars...get told I´m ugly and worthless by women, watch chad dance and make out with hot girls, pay $50+ to get mass rejected by women, get treated like shit by the staff, go home and whack off to porn and cry myself to sleep.


Repeat for 10 years. Literally every single week was the same. Bust your ass off the whole week, work on my career and personality, only to get told you are worthless scum by society on the weekends.

The average foid would be trying kill herself with sleeping pills after even one night of my life and yet I somehow managed to survive for over 10+ years of literal hell on earth. If I don´t get a wife at the end of next year I will seriously go on a killing spree. I´m so sick of being treated like an ugly, convicted pedophile by society every single day.

Clubs and tinder are suifuel. Stay far away from them. Try regular dating sites instead and other meetups.

 

[Getlooksordie]

Clubs and tinder are suifuel. Stay far away from them. Try regular dating sites instead and other meetups.

it doesn´t matter what I do.

Tried speed dating (=speed rejection), pof, okcupid and all that other shit. Nothing works if you don´t look like Nick Bateman. Doesn´t matter if you are a 2 a 6 a 5 or a 7.5, all women only want gigachad while themselves being obese 2/10 ethnic single moms in their 30s. I found that how well you do on Tinder is a pretty good indicator of how you will do IRL approaching women.

I will be at home look in the mirror and think to myself, "damn you look good". I feel good about myself then I go approach women and get treated like an obese, pedophile leper and get mass rejected at speed dating events. Those are the worst. JFL

 

[doktordoom]

i feel you man. im about to be 27. i spent my early 20s trying all types of BS. now i'm just LDARing..

 

[VincentVanCope]

Did you shower?

You idiot. What difference would that make???



But did you get a haircut op?

 

[GeneticFilth]

it doesn´t matter what I do.

Tried speed dating (=speed rejection), pof, okcupid and all that other shit. Nothing works if you don´t look like Nick Bateman. Doesn´t matter if you are a 2 a 6 a 5 or a 7.5, all women only want gigachad while themselves being obese 2/10 ethnic single moms in their 30s. I found that how well you do on Tinder is a pretty good indicator of how you will do IRL approaching women.

I will be at home look in the mirror and think to myself, "damn you look good". I feel good about myself then I go approach women and get treated like an obese, pedophile leper and get mass rejected at speed dating events. Those are the worst. JFL

This. Tinder is real life online. Oh look I see a girl with an hourglass figure, and what do you know her boyfriend is a 6ft6 attractive guy. Oh look an ugly flat hoe that wears glasses and has no chin, oh look she's dating an average looking guy.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

this is suicidefuel.. im sorry man

 

[universallyabhorred]

Since you got laid fuck off. If all females found you repulsive then how did you managed to get sex without paying for it? I bet you are just another average mentalcel, also in clubs/bars only chads/chadlites pick up cunts and slay, you are probably just the typical normie.

I have gotten laid, but I still consider myself incel.

 

[StillBitter]

I have gotten laid, but I still consider myself incel.

I´m unable to get laid from bars/clubs/online dating unless I completely drop my standards or I have to mass approach for years just to get a ONS with a foid I feel zero physical attraction to who will just pump and dump me for chad.

If you are incel our even close to incel you will NEVER pu a girl at a bar or club. If you have a chance at all it will be through school or work our maybe mutual friends.

 

[Stoiccel]

While Chad does nothing, but remain seccessful in life due to his looks only.

That was one of the hardest pills to swallow for me. All that wasted time for nothing, Chad just exists and can do everything. I don't even feel like we should be alive.