This evil cunt mother nature wants me to kill myself.

[Deleted member 38680]

All I'd really have to do is set up a motel reservation and take my SN and I'm free from this hell. But I can see that suicide is kinda cucked, but this life is so empty and I don't think there is any sort of deep connection for me to be had with anyone. No cute girl to hangout with and cuddle and kiss and fuck and motivate me to get my shit together.

Feels like I get stabbed in the brain everyday by my defective mind and I don't have any good copes. I've been drinking everyday, but it doesn't help and I can't get weed anymore but it seems like that would just be putting a bandaid over cancer anyways.

Sorry for being an attention whore, but I just wanted to express my thoughts about this here.

 

[racoon4]

if you're not christian nothing is really stopping you tbh

 

[Deleted member 38680]

if you're not christian nothing is really stopping you tbh

Hope is what stops me.

 

[racoon4]

Hope is what stops me.

how old are you?

 

[Deleted member 38680]

how old are you?

23

 

[racoon4]

23

I don't thin it's over yet tbh, I'd spend all my money on looksmaxxing if I was you

 

[Deleted member 38680]

you would not last in my mind mf (in video game)

Have you ever stabbed yourself in the arms and neck until you squirted blood during psychosis (in video game)

 

[Deleted member 38680]

Have you ever fucked chicken breast on meth hooch and synthetic canna ? (in video game)

No lol

 

[Damo the incel]

Have you ever fucked chicken breast on meth hooch and synthetic canna ? (in video game)

Have you ever beaten @Blacktarpill until his little femdom spine snaps

 

[Deleted member 38680]

I don't thin it's over yet tbh, I'd spend all my money on looksmaxxing if I was you

That is a good idea but I think my mental issues also play into my inceldom. But then again if I was chad or chadlite it wouldn't matter.

 

[suicide3011]

What’s SN

 

[Deleted member 38680]

What’s SN

Sodium Nitrite

 

[suicide3011]

Sodium Nitrite

What about regular charcoal/CO poisoning

 

[Deleted member 38680]

What about regular charcoal/CO poisoning

I don't know very much about that suicide method to be honest. Seems more complicated and difficult.

 

[Animu]

All I'd really have to do is set up a motel reservation and take my SN and I'm free from this hell. But I can see that suicide is kinda cucked, but this life is so empty and I don't think there is any sort of deep connection for me to be had with anyone. No cute girl to hangout with and cuddle and kiss and fuck and motivate me to get my shit together.

Feels like I get stabbed in the brain everyday by my defective mind and I don't have any good copes. I've been drinking everyday, but it doesn't help and I can't get weed anymore but it seems like that would just be putting a bandaid over cancer anyways.

Sorry for being an attention whore, but I just wanted to express my thoughts about this here.

Nothing stopping you id use gas

 

[Deleted member 38680]

Nothing stopping you id use gas

I'm good for now.