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Suicidal Schizoid
The exile does not choose his babylon
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I just told my mom ''why am I alive'' I don't enjoy anything anymore, I said something about food then took it back and said I can't just be outside eating goyslop all the time since I hate gaining weight and having to lose it, she just said ''Idk millions of people are alive too'' she said something about keeping myself busy and making money like I did before and studying, pretty much, Idk what to do, everyday I am rotting in my room and going outside is useless and boring, I just watch the same shit on youtube and porn/hentai to coom quick and be done with it.
What she said didn't help the suicidal ideation and it's almost 4am and I'm contemplating it still.
What she said didn't help the suicidal ideation and it's almost 4am and I'm contemplating it still.