Serious Thinking about suicide

[Deleted member 22873]

I don’t know how to start this, I hate my life and I know it’s going to get worse, I live in a shithole country where having even the slightest amount of empathy or consideration towards other people is just an invitation to get scammed or made fun of, 2/10 foids bullies you for not being chad, the people living there are just 65 IQ psychopaths and it’s fucking insecure. I’m mentally damaged and a porn addict since I was 8 years old (thanks jews) and I know life after getting a degree will be just working like a good slave until I die. Psychically I have low testosterone and I’m fucking ugly (what a surprise). I wished I could live in a better world, have a cute and lovely girlfriend, have a small group of IRL friends, work in the stuff I like and live happily in a big house, but that’s impossible, I don’t even want to hate anybody, every normie I have met bullied and made fun of me just for not being NT or good looking (even though I try to be a nice person), they forced me to hate them and society. So honestly, I think killing myself is not a bad option, I don’t enjoy life anymore.

I don’t know what I should do, living in this world is like living in a Nightmare.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Sorry to hear that bro.
Personally I've just isolated myself to hide from the bullies (aka society).
They hate me anyways because of my subhumanity, so I rather not show my face to them.

 

[Deleted member 33716]

Brutal life brocel.

 

[Wiz32BlackJiggaboo]

2/10 foids bullies you for not being chad

Could you give more context about when this comes up?

I’m mentally damaged and a porn addict since I was 8 years old (thanks jews)

Please give an example of why you think you're addicted to porn?

I wouldn't stereotype all porn as Jewish. Yeah they produce a lot of it and push the interracial stuff or "make them feel inadequate with giant fake cocks" stuff, but I don't think we should lump together all the hentai doujins from Japan into the same boat as they actually often promote pretty wholesome stuff.

Psychically I have low testosterone

 

[Deleted member 34161]

Ascending with reincarnation is the only hope

 

[Deleted member 32197]

I don’t know how to start this, I hate my life and I know it’s going to get worse, I live in a shithole country where having even the slightest amount of empathy or consideration towards other people is just an invitation to get scammed or made fun of, 2/10 foids bullies you for not being chad, the people living there are just 65 IQ psychopaths and it’s fucking insecure. I’m mentally damaged and a porn addict since I was 8 years old (thanks jews) and I know life after getting a degree will be just working like a good slave until I die. Psychically I have low testosterone and I’m fucking ugly (what a surprise). I wished I could live in a better world, have a cute and lovely girlfriend, have a small group of IRL friends, work in the stuff I like and live happily in a big house, but that’s impossible, I don’t even want to hate anybody, every normie I have met bullied and made fun of me just for not being NT or good looking (even though I try to be a nice person), they forced me to hate them and society. So honestly, I think killing myself is not a bad option, I don’t enjoy life anymore.

I don’t know what I should do, living in this world is like living in a Nightmare.

Hopefully, I can see you in the eternal after-life paradise if you decide to go through with it as well. I've been thinking of roping since waaaaay before my adolescent years, which was basically the age of 9. I hope that God or whatever deity is out there can take me off of this shitty plane of reality already.

Ascending with reincarnation is the only hope

This

 

[kikecel]

Ascending with reincarnation is the only hope

the MushokuTenseipill is brutal

 

[Deleted member 22873]

Could you give more context about when this comes up?

I remember an ugly 3/10 roastie making fun of me and another guy because we didn’t go out as much, I get angry because she literally looked like a disgusting tranny. Or the another time another roastie recorded me because I acted weird (That’s the second time it happens)

Please give an example of why you think you're addicted to porn?

I masturbate everyday since I’m 8, I need to do it daily or I get fucking anxious and angry.

 

[Deleted member 17245]

I'm starting to realize that in some ways, the nightmare of incel existence is in a way a blessing, a freedom that only people like us will get to have. Embrace the rejection and find good copes.

 

[Deleted member 236]

How old are you?

If you're in a poor country you can ewhore the average annual income in a week.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Personally I've just isolated myself to hide from the bullies (aka society).
They hate me anyways because of my subhumanity, so I rather not show my face to them.

The bullying had the intended effect then, and the bullies are grateful for your subservience. Brutal bullying pill, same for me though, ngl.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

The bullying had the intended effect then, and the bullies are grateful for your subservience. Brutal bullying pill, same for me though, ngl.

One day it will snap, and the day of retribution will come.

 

[Wiz32BlackJiggaboo]

I remember an ugly 3/10 roastie making fun of me and another guy because we didn’t go out as much

The fact that a foid actually knows you and this guy well enough to document your habits probably means this is a subtle flirtaction TBH

truecel is you're so invisible she doesn't even know you don't go out

I masturbate everyday since I’m 8, I need to do it daily or I get fucking anxious and angry.

That's just normal male biology I wouldn't call it an addiction

 

[Deleted member 22873]

That's just normal male biology I wouldn't call it an addiction

Is not fucking normal, every time I do it I feel ashamed and It doesn’t feel like male biology, this is an addiction.

The fact that a foid actually knows you and this guy well enough to document your habits probably means this is a subtle flirtaction TBH

No is not, she always used me and my “friends” as the butt of a joke. Also, she had a chadlite as her boyfriend, so no.

I’m fucking angry because if my parents cared a little more about me, this wouldn’t happened, if my dad teached me how to be a man and fight, I wouldn’t be much of a pussy, if my mother knew that the way I acted wasn’t fucking normal, I wouldn’t be here. At this point I don’t know what to do, I suffered too much in my life, I had been humiliated so many times, and I don’t think I deserve that kind of treatment. It’s like god only wants me to suffer.

 

[Sennacherib]

I don’t even want to hate anybody

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[AmnesiaHazecel]