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moving to woods #2035
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As I lie on my cousins couch, listening to “Mean Girls” by Bladee on my MP3 player, looking at the stars, I consider ending my life.
My life had been shit. I was verbally abused by my father. The last time he abused me was 4 days ago. He forced me to stay outside in the rain and untie a really tight rope that he tied himself. I cried after 30 minutes of trying.
It was so humiliating.
I then explained to him how he was always a cunt to my family, and that he is an abusing narcisscist. He then laughed to my face and called me a pussy.
I think I have undiagnosed autism.
I’m crying now. Music really makes me feel alive. It gives me emotions I’ve never experienced. When Bladee says “Absolut with the ice lets get hammered” it makes me feel so sad. It makes me feel nostalgic for events I’ve never experienced.
I want to kill myself.
My life had been shit. I was verbally abused by my father. The last time he abused me was 4 days ago. He forced me to stay outside in the rain and untie a really tight rope that he tied himself. I cried after 30 minutes of trying.
It was so humiliating.
I then explained to him how he was always a cunt to my family, and that he is an abusing narcisscist. He then laughed to my face and called me a pussy.
I think I have undiagnosed autism.
I’m crying now. Music really makes me feel alive. It gives me emotions I’ve never experienced. When Bladee says “Absolut with the ice lets get hammered” it makes me feel so sad. It makes me feel nostalgic for events I’ve never experienced.
I want to kill myself.