Think I might kill myself this year

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

My depression is just too fucking painful. It's absolute nuclear grade. It'd probably need electric shock treatment to move it.
The world is fucking horrible. Really really fucking vile. As we know. There is no room for the weak in this world. Only genetic lottery winners. These cunts did nothing to earn their privileges and they're still obnoxious ungrateful cockroaches.
I really wish someone would kill me. I've lost so so badly.

 

[Grodd]

Brutal man yeah shit only gets worse

 

[SilverBullet]

i dont feel anything anymore. I just try to cope through the days as quickly as possible. We have no place in this world, we lost from day 1

 

[Foid FuckER]

i remember a year ago, thinking "there's no way i'm still gonna be alive in a year" yet I'm still alive. I wonder if I'll ever have the courage to kill myself or if I'll just be a miserable 40 year old virgin one day.

 

[Darth Aquarius]

we lost from day 1

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Turn your depression into rage by seeking out things that will anger you, It is better to be angry then it is to be depressed.

 

[Pancakecel]

I understand your pain, man.

Do you have any copes atleast to help distract yourself

 

[Butane]

I don't even feel human. People disgust me. Fake personalities, ignorant beliefs, impulsive decisions. The only sane ones get fed up with it.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

I understand your pain, man.

Do you have any copes atleast to help distract yourself

A few but those aren't enough. I've lived a long life and I'm running out of energy.

 

[justuseless]

Dont let normalvermin and whores win

 

[Lonelyus]

Hugs, Dont rope.

 

[SickWeakCoward]

Just don't rush it. I tried suicide via slitting my throat and then jumping off a bridge. Clearly, it didn't work. It's best to blow your brains out, high enough caliber nobody survives.

 

[Fantasea]

I tried suicide via slitting my throat

you're one crazy bitch

 

[SickWeakCoward]

you're one crazy bitch

It was actually on the side, my neck. I tried hitting the jugular, to bleed out like a garden hose. Also, go fuck yourself.

 

[Fantasea]

It was actually on the side, my neck. I tried hitting the jugular, to bleed out like a garden hose. Also, go fuck yourself.

Are you on medication?

 

[SickWeakCoward]

Are you on medication?

Does alcohol count? Technically, it's a drug. I'm on 5 littres of beer right now.
I might buy whiskey later, i'll see.

 

[Fantasea]

Does alcohol count? Technically, it's a drug. I'm on 5 littres of beer right now.
I might buy whiskey later, i'll see.

bruh

 

[Subhuman Trucel]

Brutal man yeah shit only gets worse

 

[Pancakecel]

A few but those aren't enough. I've lived a long life and I'm running out of energy.

Fair enough, live out of spite ig if nothing else, I'd rather millions of normfags off themselves, than a brocel.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Fair enough, live out of spite ig if nothing else, I'd rather millions of normfags off themselves, than a brocel.

I've started by deleting social media it's a disease and I don't know why I ever bothered with it.

 

[Pancakecel]

I've started by deleting social media it's a disease and I don't know why I ever bothered with it.

Thats good, social media only serves to remind us of what we don't have. Moggers and sexhavers showing off.

 

[glutty]

man, i don't wanna lose a fellow UKcel

 

[Emba]

Turn your depression into rage by seeking out things that will anger you, It is better to be angry then it is to be depressed.

"The angry mind exists for itself." - harry Harrison

 

[4sez]

I need to start deleting/archiving my social media accounts (Instagram, Twitter(X), etc.) to focus more on my work. I procrastinate too much, and I feel like I have ADHD, although it could be from all the doomscrolling. I have an onboarding meeting with a client today at 8 pm (EST), so I need to prepare for that.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Unfortunately if you're in Britain it's very very difficult to kill yourself. Unless you go the height or train route which require immense balls.
I am middle-aged and fear developing dementia. As I have suffered depression from late teens I class myself as high risk of this. I'd rather escape before this kicks in.
The only peace I'll get is death. Life has always been awful but in recent years it's just reached another level of purgatory.

 

[MarkusDerÜberboss]

i think that every year and never did XD life has good copes man...even if its just getting high and drunk and playing vidya

 

[lifeisfucked215]

I feel you dude I'm just too scared for what happens after

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

I'll have to start lifting weights or something cos the lack of activity is driving me crazy it gets to you badly
But I don't know if it's worth struggling to survive a life that's barely worth living