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Hoppipolla
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Wow. I've had a rough day. My dad is moving house and he gave me some boxes of my old stuff when when I was a kid and teen, and some stuff from afterwards I think.
It's been surprisingly hard to deal with some of it. So many memories being awoken and reminders of a time when my social life and family life was better, to be honest.
I also think I'm quite stuck in the past. Like... I know it was a long time ago now and even emotionally I know it wasn't yesterday, but I feel like it was... nowhere near as long ago as it was. As if I could still reach out and touch it, whereas in reality it was so long ago that it's like everyone is different people.
All the people that were so important to me and were my entire world... and now they're gone. And all that's left is some items in boxes to remind me of it.
It's weird how other people seem to move on in life so much more easily than I do. I guess having a good current life helps a lot.
I do OK until these things come along and really remind me of the past. Items, dreams, etc. And then I remember what I've lost.
Sorry, long post. And I know most people here are young so won't really be able to fully relate? Just... value what you have, and people in your life. You never know when things might change.
It's been surprisingly hard to deal with some of it. So many memories being awoken and reminders of a time when my social life and family life was better, to be honest.
I also think I'm quite stuck in the past. Like... I know it was a long time ago now and even emotionally I know it wasn't yesterday, but I feel like it was... nowhere near as long ago as it was. As if I could still reach out and touch it, whereas in reality it was so long ago that it's like everyone is different people.
All the people that were so important to me and were my entire world... and now they're gone. And all that's left is some items in boxes to remind me of it.
It's weird how other people seem to move on in life so much more easily than I do. I guess having a good current life helps a lot.
I do OK until these things come along and really remind me of the past. Items, dreams, etc. And then I remember what I've lost.
Sorry, long post. And I know most people here are young so won't really be able to fully relate? Just... value what you have, and people in your life. You never know when things might change.
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