I was walking in town, trying to bust my social anxiety and get a couple of foid approaches in for my channel. But some days I feel like everyone is watching me and my inhib is high. I still suffer from high inhib despite over a year of approaching foids in tricky situations trying to lower it.
A lot of jailbait foids roam the town as well, making it extra tricky. Mix in with that foids that I've approached before freaking out because I reapproach them and don't recognise them from last time and it makes for a high inhib environment.
Anyway, I am about to go back home, where I see a group of 4 foids standing near an ATM. One of the foids glances at me and I give her a sideways glance back. I was looking at the group trying to figure out whether to go in or not and if I was going to which one should I approach out of them as I like the direct autistic style of focusing in on one bitch and putting all the pressure on her.
Within earshot she says something like "That guy scares me, I see him around all the time".
So it looks like I've been recognised, I abort the approach. Then I incel walk back to the edge of town to try to shake off the paranoia that I'm feeling.
I just get up to leave when I see this group of 4 foids walking towards my direction. Due to my high level of inhib I've suffered today, I feel like I should get away before it gets socially awkward, but I think to myself "No, why should I let foids win".
So with my trusty Gopro strapped firmly to my chest, I peak out from behind cover, film them and pause so they know I've got them, then I sit back down on the wall like a gargoyle and look straight ahead, directly as they pass, maintaining my gaze and not blinking for a second.
Looking at a fixed angle. As they walk past, I can hear them trying to suppress awkward laughter. I think to myself "Yeah, you suppress that bitch, you suppress that, or you don't know what I might do".
I hear them begin talking as they walk into the distance.
Here is the footage.
I then see a reminder of my true calling posted on a bustop
A lot of jailbait foids roam the town as well, making it extra tricky. Mix in with that foids that I've approached before freaking out because I reapproach them and don't recognise them from last time and it makes for a high inhib environment.
Anyway, I am about to go back home, where I see a group of 4 foids standing near an ATM. One of the foids glances at me and I give her a sideways glance back. I was looking at the group trying to figure out whether to go in or not and if I was going to which one should I approach out of them as I like the direct autistic style of focusing in on one bitch and putting all the pressure on her.
Within earshot she says something like "That guy scares me, I see him around all the time".
So it looks like I've been recognised, I abort the approach. Then I incel walk back to the edge of town to try to shake off the paranoia that I'm feeling.
I just get up to leave when I see this group of 4 foids walking towards my direction. Due to my high level of inhib I've suffered today, I feel like I should get away before it gets socially awkward, but I think to myself "No, why should I let foids win".
So with my trusty Gopro strapped firmly to my chest, I peak out from behind cover, film them and pause so they know I've got them, then I sit back down on the wall like a gargoyle and look straight ahead, directly as they pass, maintaining my gaze and not blinking for a second.
Looking at a fixed angle. As they walk past, I can hear them trying to suppress awkward laughter. I think to myself "Yeah, you suppress that bitch, you suppress that, or you don't know what I might do".
I hear them begin talking as they walk into the distance.
Here is the footage.
I then see a reminder of my true calling posted on a bustop
