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It's this 16-17 year old relatively tall and well built (for an Indian) Indian foid who always turns up in proper revealing shit, like skimpy af bras and those Spandex shorts that are in fashion now, and man her face is just so fucking perfect, it's like cute as fuck and really pretty in a vaguely masculine sort of way so she actually looks pretty cool, I get insane serotonin and dopamine boost just from looking at her, like I just can't help but stare at her she's just so fucking stunning, so she's obviously caught me many times and she's creeped out as fuck by me since she always adjusts her clothing around me and even puts a hoodie on whenever she's working out in my line of sight
Even though I've gotten literally every indication under the fucking sun that she's heavily creeped out by me i still delude myself day in day out that she actually isn't creeped out by me and maybe even lowkey likes me checking her out in this fucked up way, even tho her friend gives me the absolute most hate filled glare I've ever received off of anyone, and Indian food surely doesn't think too differently to her friend since foids mostly think the same and she is likely just better at hiding her disgust towards me
I don't even know wtf it is about her that makes me fucking feel drawn to her so badly, cuz I've seen foids who are as pretty or prettier than her who haven't gave me this same feeling of pure frustrating lust, sometimes I go down a weird rabbit hole of thinking it's some spiritual shit like she's from a past life or some fucking schizo thing like she's my dead childhood cat reincarnated into a human or something, no one else has really ever rapidly had this much of an effect on me without ever actually interacting with me at all besides a couple of pity smiles, so that's why I find myself going down these schizo rabbit holes about her alot, I just don't understand what it is that sticks out so much about her
I'm so fucking giddy whenever she's around that I mumble and talk really fast when asking someone how many sets they have left, just yesterday I had to repeat myself to this dude like 4 fucking times because I was so self conscious about her observing me being awkward, yet I still purposely go gym at the time she's typically there cuz I just enjoy seeing her so much even though I know she finds me subhuman and creepy as absolute fuck, she practically hides behind the machines whenever I'm there so I can't peep her body, and when that fails she just puts her hoodie on
Idk what to fucking do man I'm worried about what's gunna come from this, most likely she'll just report me to the gym, send one of her male orbiters after me, actually confront me herself or confront my brother who sometimes is there with me, she's yet to see me with my bro but I'm lowkey excited and hoping she will so I can see if she confronts him about me and asks him to tell me to stop being a fucking creep, like I have this fucked up thrill of what exactly is gunna result from this
Has anyone else crushed on a random NPC this fucking hard? Idk anyone else who's ever been this down horrendous for a random chick before
Even though I've gotten literally every indication under the fucking sun that she's heavily creeped out by me i still delude myself day in day out that she actually isn't creeped out by me and maybe even lowkey likes me checking her out in this fucked up way, even tho her friend gives me the absolute most hate filled glare I've ever received off of anyone, and Indian food surely doesn't think too differently to her friend since foids mostly think the same and she is likely just better at hiding her disgust towards me
I don't even know wtf it is about her that makes me fucking feel drawn to her so badly, cuz I've seen foids who are as pretty or prettier than her who haven't gave me this same feeling of pure frustrating lust, sometimes I go down a weird rabbit hole of thinking it's some spiritual shit like she's from a past life or some fucking schizo thing like she's my dead childhood cat reincarnated into a human or something, no one else has really ever rapidly had this much of an effect on me without ever actually interacting with me at all besides a couple of pity smiles, so that's why I find myself going down these schizo rabbit holes about her alot, I just don't understand what it is that sticks out so much about her
I'm so fucking giddy whenever she's around that I mumble and talk really fast when asking someone how many sets they have left, just yesterday I had to repeat myself to this dude like 4 fucking times because I was so self conscious about her observing me being awkward, yet I still purposely go gym at the time she's typically there cuz I just enjoy seeing her so much even though I know she finds me subhuman and creepy as absolute fuck, she practically hides behind the machines whenever I'm there so I can't peep her body, and when that fails she just puts her hoodie on
Idk what to fucking do man I'm worried about what's gunna come from this, most likely she'll just report me to the gym, send one of her male orbiters after me, actually confront me herself or confront my brother who sometimes is there with me, she's yet to see me with my bro but I'm lowkey excited and hoping she will so I can see if she confronts him about me and asks him to tell me to stop being a fucking creep, like I have this fucked up thrill of what exactly is gunna result from this
Has anyone else crushed on a random NPC this fucking hard? Idk anyone else who's ever been this down horrendous for a random chick before
