Not successful at anything. Own family told me that.
I used to be very good with computers but my brain…something is wrong with it. Can no longer hold attention or focus. Mood swings all the time. So I’m also NEET. Such a stupid world because it isn’t neat at all. I wish..I could even hold a simple job like driving a truck or doing security or something.
I wish I wasn’t a burden on my parent. I am so fucked (except in the way I need). No one IRL ever believes me. I always say if I were a women, this would be no problem. I could sit on my ass all day at home and the world would be fine with that and I’d STILL get a relationship, sex, love. As a man I’m freakin condemned to death (except don’t kill yourself, be our fucking tax slave) except if I can’t because I’m mentally incompetent and degrading…then fucking die a slow painful death. Assisted suicide should be legal for people like us. Not by force or anything radical but it should be on the table and optional for those of us that DON’T want to die a slow painful death by dehyrdation and starvation and just taking the fricken exit already.