SubhumanGamer
Coffee God and Cigarettes
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It kinda sucks to think about but there really isn't anything we can do about life's timeline of arrive, struggle, depart.
I don't want to die and be forgotten.
I don't want to leave without some sort of legacy.
Being forgotten is probably the worst fear I have, it would mean all this pointless shit I've done would have been for absolutely nothing.
It's daft to think that an afterlife exists which kinda sucks because that truly means it will be over the second you die. Everything you've ever known, loved, experienced, thought will just cease to exist, it all dies along with your brain. Means every struggle you've ever survived against means nothing, every good deed done means nothing, every sacrifice made means nothing.
Ruminating on these things makes me think I should just be as hedonistic and evil as I can possibly be since it won't really matter when I finally kick the bucket. All my actions regardless of impact are just as pointless as the good Samaritan because all is easily forgotten in time.
I feel like since this world fucked me so much I should have a right to fuck up everyone else's.
I don't want to die and be forgotten.
I don't want to leave without some sort of legacy.
Being forgotten is probably the worst fear I have, it would mean all this pointless shit I've done would have been for absolutely nothing.
It's daft to think that an afterlife exists which kinda sucks because that truly means it will be over the second you die. Everything you've ever known, loved, experienced, thought will just cease to exist, it all dies along with your brain. Means every struggle you've ever survived against means nothing, every good deed done means nothing, every sacrifice made means nothing.
Ruminating on these things makes me think I should just be as hedonistic and evil as I can possibly be since it won't really matter when I finally kick the bucket. All my actions regardless of impact are just as pointless as the good Samaritan because all is easily forgotten in time.
I feel like since this world fucked me so much I should have a right to fuck up everyone else's.