Recently I became 20 years old. So in my entire 20 years old of my existence, there is no single enjoyable and happy memories in my life. From childhood,Being born in a dysfunctional family with abusive overprotective parents, I face brutal abuse in childhood. In school I face intense bullying due to my weak thin body and ugly face. When I need the essence of female companionship, I get brutally rejected and deprived of love due to my subhuman face. I am always outcasted, ostracized and humilated for my ugly face and weak thin body. I just cried everyday as I have no one to understand me and my pain and now my tears also dried up. Sufferings made me numb and living dead. And still my sufferings is going on. Life is extremely brutal for me.
