Deleted member 35547
Subhumanitarian
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- Jul 15, 2021
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Even if the universe bestowed a prime stacy upon me, it's too late.
I never had a normal youth and thus wasn't able to create these crucial experiences for your mental and social development, like having friends and keeping them, dealing with conflicts, discovering your sexuality together with the opposite sex, ...
I mostly blame my psychotic father who, with his actions at home, turned a sensitive introverted boy into the asocial food addicted train wreck that hid away from his peers, rather than to interact with them.
Whatever, I'm a sad broken guy in my 20s now and fully aware that I'll never catch up to my peers both socially and mentally.
Getting my dick wet for the first time would have been an impactful/beneficial experience ten years ago, when most did.
My formative years (6-16) were a mess and so am I.
I never had a normal youth and thus wasn't able to create these crucial experiences for your mental and social development, like having friends and keeping them, dealing with conflicts, discovering your sexuality together with the opposite sex, ...
I mostly blame my psychotic father who, with his actions at home, turned a sensitive introverted boy into the asocial food addicted train wreck that hid away from his peers, rather than to interact with them.
Whatever, I'm a sad broken guy in my 20s now and fully aware that I'll never catch up to my peers both socially and mentally.
Getting my dick wet for the first time would have been an impactful/beneficial experience ten years ago, when most did.
My formative years (6-16) were a mess and so am I.
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