Dont know if you can relate or not. But i sometimes think about how shitty adult life is. When i was a teenager it was already bad, but now it is nightmarish. I know that inceldom is the biggest reason but i thought "what else causes this feeling of complete lonlineds, as if you are the only person on earth". Then i realized that my family changed over time. They dont give as much of a shit about me a they used to.
It is like the last compliments or positivity i received from them happened when i was still at school. After that it stopped somewhere. Now i feel like they have become cold towards me. Maybe because they think that since i am a grown ass man i dont deserve this positivity i used to get anymore. That i need to understand that the world is a cold, harsh world. Or maybe they are just likw all other humans who dont give a damn about me because i am a man.
Besides that there is also the way society treats you. That it doesnt treat you like a human with feelings but a punching bag...because you are a man.
It is like the last compliments or positivity i received from them happened when i was still at school. After that it stopped somewhere. Now i feel like they have become cold towards me. Maybe because they think that since i am a grown ass man i dont deserve this positivity i used to get anymore. That i need to understand that the world is a cold, harsh world. Or maybe they are just likw all other humans who dont give a damn about me because i am a man.
Besides that there is also the way society treats you. That it doesnt treat you like a human with feelings but a punching bag...because you are a man.
