I'll have to start work all over again in two weeks which means that I will have to leave the house and get my self out there. This feels me with anxiety. I've been getting more insecure with each passing day. I know that every single foid I meet in the street will look at me with absolute disgust. "Look at that man, he's horrible, he's disgusting", I wish he was dead". That's what they think. It's almost like I can read their minds.
