rickvanderhammer
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- Nov 14, 2017
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you're at the mercy of everyone, you need to make a conscious effort to be extremely agreeable, you're a pawn for people to exploit, you're treated like a child rapist, i can recall countless interactions where i stood to gain something but was prevented from doing so by something for no discernible reason. I hate my life so fucking much, i hate my parents most of all, especially my father, he called me a lost cause to my face & had me involuntarily admitted to a mental hospital for a week. My life has always been shit, it will continue to be shit, people walk all over me, i have no power at all, i have nothing, there is nothing i can fucking do to improve my situation. Trying to escape this hell is like trying to fight god, all the laws of the universe are working against you, what the fuck am i supposed to do. I have fucking brain damage from enduring this abuse from my parents & peers. It's a constant 24/7 struggle to hold it together.