Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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There are brief moments of happiness in this world, but sadness is so much more common.
So many sad things are happening. Just now, my dad saw outside a cute little puppy that was abandoned by his owners and about to die, coughing violently, because people in our country are pieces of shit. Nothing good ever happens in this country.
So many sad things happen in life. I constantly think about my parents' death. My dad is 70, my mom is only in her 50s but she has some health problems. Who knows how many more years I have with them? And I feel so bad about all the horrible stuff I sad and did to them in the past, when I was an alcoholic. I ruined their health and lives. I also think about my cat dying. He's still young, but I have what, 10 years with him left? And who knows if he'll get sick in the future and die, he was sick 3 times already, and these fucking vets in this country are horrible, milking me for money and not even treating him properly. Once I called the vet and he tortured my cat with shots for 5 days, so I could pay him for every day huge sums of money, and yet the cat was still sick and I had to treat him by myself for more than a week after that.
This world is just too sad, I have to actively block stuff from my mind to avoid a breakdown. It feels like nowadays I have to block stuff so often.
So many sad things are happening. Just now, my dad saw outside a cute little puppy that was abandoned by his owners and about to die, coughing violently, because people in our country are pieces of shit. Nothing good ever happens in this country.
So many sad things happen in life. I constantly think about my parents' death. My dad is 70, my mom is only in her 50s but she has some health problems. Who knows how many more years I have with them? And I feel so bad about all the horrible stuff I sad and did to them in the past, when I was an alcoholic. I ruined their health and lives. I also think about my cat dying. He's still young, but I have what, 10 years with him left? And who knows if he'll get sick in the future and die, he was sick 3 times already, and these fucking vets in this country are horrible, milking me for money and not even treating him properly. Once I called the vet and he tortured my cat with shots for 5 days, so I could pay him for every day huge sums of money, and yet the cat was still sick and I had to treat him by myself for more than a week after that.
This world is just too sad, I have to actively block stuff from my mind to avoid a breakdown. It feels like nowadays I have to block stuff so often.