I've been listening to some blackpill youtubers and its starting to almost feel nightmarish, constantly hearing talk of "genetic quality" and "High quality man" and "high quality woman", all these key descriptors of the blackpill, hearing it so monotonously, so continuously and relentlessly, and so vividly, LURIDLY, absorbing the reality that these things are completely alien to my world and concepts I will never be a part of
It hurts so bad. Every day the same looks from women. Every few days when im feelin lucky, another rejection. And another. The same cold, defensive eyes from all women who speak to me, as if I'm somehow attacking them with my presence.
High genetic quality
High
Genetic
Quality
I am not this
I am garbage
Low quality
Genetic
Garbage
It is crippling and nauseating and driving me to suicide. I dont want to live in a world where I will never experience an iota of human decency and kindness, no matter how much I
Improve myself. There's no life without intimate contact with good people. Friendships and relationships. I am alone, and mentally and emotionally dying if not dead already.
It hurts so bad. Every day the same looks from women. Every few days when im feelin lucky, another rejection. And another. The same cold, defensive eyes from all women who speak to me, as if I'm somehow attacking them with my presence.
High genetic quality
High
Genetic
Quality
I am not this
I am garbage
Low quality
Genetic
Garbage
It is crippling and nauseating and driving me to suicide. I dont want to live in a world where I will never experience an iota of human decency and kindness, no matter how much I
Improve myself. There's no life without intimate contact with good people. Friendships and relationships. I am alone, and mentally and emotionally dying if not dead already.
