The weirdest, saddest, most schizo thing I did recently

[daydreamER]

I was reminded of my horrible high school years recently, and as a result I decided to search up a YouTube channel where a foid from my city uploaded videos about her high school life, I then opened up another tab where I queued up some of my favourite songs from the "Joker" soundtrack. I watched her videos on low volume while blasting the Joker soundtrack, feeling like shit about my life. The videos were of her with her friends, having a great social life and having fun, things I never had in high school. I will never get over how I wasted my supposed "prime" years, the years where many even peak, on nothing. I was alone and depressed for all of high school like much you probably were.

Eventually I even started getting tears in my eyes from watching all the fun people had in high school. I really felt like a clown. Listening to the Joker soundtrack really increased the feeling behind everything. Just imagine, seeing scenes of things that you always wished you had while feeling sad and angry that you never had them. Images of kids laughing, being with their girlfriends, having fun. Me, staring at a computer screen in the dark, listening to "Bathroom Dance". What a joke my life is.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBY4zUFxUjA

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Sometimes I like to listen to music while imagining my dream scenario

 

[bathlete]

sorry brochure

 

[Friezacel]

sorry brochure

brochure

 

[bathlete]

brochure

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Brutal

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I sometimes look through old high school yearbooks and feel sorry for myself because my high school years were shit and alone

 

[Nigger Burger]

 

[Nigger Burger]

I take solace on most of them being post wall wage slaves even if they had a great high school time.

 

[Izayacel]

 

[unborndegenerate]

brutally lifemogged

 

[MRHK_57]

Brutal

 

[Sugar Cookie]

I sometimes look through old high school yearbooks and feel sorry for myself because my high school years were shit and alone

Hello sir. How many high school yearbooks do you own? And before you ask, I have none.

 

[justuseless]

Its time to move on brocel

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

I sometimes look through old high school yearbooks and feel sorry for myself because my high school years were shit and alone

I never got my high school yearbook for this exact reason. It would have reminded me of the brutality for no reason.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Hello sir. How many high school yearbooks do you own? And before you ask, I have none.

Idk, a few

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I never got my high school yearbook for this exact reason. It would have reminded me of the brutality for no reason.

Yeah I don't blame you, it is brutal. I barely ever look through them anymore but it's a heavy feeling tbh

 

[Popovshishman]

I was reminded of my horrible high school years recently, and as a result I decided to search up a YouTube channel where a foid from my city uploaded videos about her high school life, I then opened up another tab where I queued up some of my favourite songs from the "Joker" soundtrack. I watched her videos on low volume while blasting the Joker soundtrack, feeling like shit about my life. The videos were of her with her friends, having a great social life and having fun, things I never had in high school. I will never get over how I wasted my supposed "prime" years, the years where many even peak, on nothing. I was alone and depressed for all of high school like much you probably were.

Eventually I even started getting tears in my eyes from watching all the fun people had in high school. I really felt like a clown. Listening to the Joker soundtrack really increased the feeling behind everything. Just imagine, seeing scenes of things that you always wished you had while feeling sad and angry that you never had them. Images of kids laughing, being with their girlfriends, having fun. Me, staring at a computer screen in the dark, listening to "Bathroom Dance". What a joke my life is.
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View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBY4zUFxUjA

Honestly can relate to this feeling of seeing everyone else living but I'm stuck in my room. Makes you wonder why we were chosen by fate to suffer such a lonely miserable existence. Who knows anyway.

 

[PureImagination]

Send link to the channel

 

[Sir Silentium]

Highschool is the most brutal experience, especially at gov funded schools.