This isn't a post about the FitXFearless situation, but a thought I've been having for a couple days. People usually just skip what I type and make assumptions, if you don't understand something, ask me, and I'll try to not make a lot of posts.
You know the cliche story. The bully bullies the outcast in High School. Years in the future, the bully becomes successful, whilst the outcast becomes a fat neet or a heroin addict. The world is unfair. Shitty people can become millionaires, whilst the hard working person becomes a drug addict and shoots themself in the head. That's the reality of this world. I'm autistic, ugly, and a viral lolcow. The script for me from society is to live a shitty life, rot then kill myself.
I don't want to follow the script of killing myself, crying, living in despair, rotting. I'll get depressed, drop out of University, smoke weed, get overweight, try drugs, and 10 years from now kill myself, whilst my bullies in School and FitXFearless live amazing lives, but that's what society wants. They don't even hide it, I've gotten messages telling me I should kill myself.
From fucking Elementary school, being rejected. Getting my binder thrown in a Urinal in middle school. Getting publicly humiliated in front of millions when I was 17 year old. Getting called ugly by thousands of people, they're fucking faces laughing.
I don't care if I'm fucking short, autistic, ugly, and sperg on my words. I want revenge. I want the FitxFearless videos to be taken down on YouTube and a big lawsuit, because this ruined life needs justification. I want to have a "normal life." You should be fucking mad if you have to get shit whilst the bullies live good lives. No fucking "therapy" or "maturing" bullshit. They fucking deserve death. The bullies who go on to leave good lives deserve death or jail. Moving on or "forgiveness" is fucking bullshit. I want to fix my life, because if I have a certain level of success, I can do things to get back at the bullies. No job, no friends, failing University, whilst the bullies get everything is unfair bullshit. So if I fix things, get a job, save up money and try to grasp what society says I can't get, then that's better. This is unfair bullshit, so justice can only happen if compensation happens. If some form of revenge is taken. I'm going to remember every bully I ever had and never let that shit go, because I want revenge/compensation. Getting the videos taken down, making money, to file something for "ruining my reputation, almost committing suicide as a minor", I'm going to at least try to get compensation legally, and if I fail, then at least I tried to get back. I threw the punch and it missed is better than no punch. "It's your fault for going on the call." I was peer pressured and my argument is "It's fitxfearless's fault for not verifying I was 21 when I was a dumb 17 year old, and for sharing the video on every social media platform without explicitly asking for permission, which in turn ruined my entire life and reputation. Shit could have gone worse, I already hated my life, I could have killed myself", so for that my "revenge" is trying to take the videos down and trying to get legal compensation. If I failed, I at least tried to get back.
You know the cliche story. The bully bullies the outcast in High School. Years in the future, the bully becomes successful, whilst the outcast becomes a fat neet or a heroin addict. The world is unfair. Shitty people can become millionaires, whilst the hard working person becomes a drug addict and shoots themself in the head. That's the reality of this world. I'm autistic, ugly, and a viral lolcow. The script for me from society is to live a shitty life, rot then kill myself.
I don't want to follow the script of killing myself, crying, living in despair, rotting. I'll get depressed, drop out of University, smoke weed, get overweight, try drugs, and 10 years from now kill myself, whilst my bullies in School and FitXFearless live amazing lives, but that's what society wants. They don't even hide it, I've gotten messages telling me I should kill myself.
From fucking Elementary school, being rejected. Getting my binder thrown in a Urinal in middle school. Getting publicly humiliated in front of millions when I was 17 year old. Getting called ugly by thousands of people, they're fucking faces laughing.
I don't care if I'm fucking short, autistic, ugly, and sperg on my words. I want revenge. I want the FitxFearless videos to be taken down on YouTube and a big lawsuit, because this ruined life needs justification. I want to have a "normal life." You should be fucking mad if you have to get shit whilst the bullies live good lives. No fucking "therapy" or "maturing" bullshit. They fucking deserve death. The bullies who go on to leave good lives deserve death or jail. Moving on or "forgiveness" is fucking bullshit. I want to fix my life, because if I have a certain level of success, I can do things to get back at the bullies. No job, no friends, failing University, whilst the bullies get everything is unfair bullshit. So if I fix things, get a job, save up money and try to grasp what society says I can't get, then that's better. This is unfair bullshit, so justice can only happen if compensation happens. If some form of revenge is taken. I'm going to remember every bully I ever had and never let that shit go, because I want revenge/compensation. Getting the videos taken down, making money, to file something for "ruining my reputation, almost committing suicide as a minor", I'm going to at least try to get compensation legally, and if I fail, then at least I tried to get back. I threw the punch and it missed is better than no punch. "It's your fault for going on the call." I was peer pressured and my argument is "It's fitxfearless's fault for not verifying I was 21 when I was a dumb 17 year old, and for sharing the video on every social media platform without explicitly asking for permission, which in turn ruined my entire life and reputation. Shit could have gone worse, I already hated my life, I could have killed myself", so for that my "revenge" is trying to take the videos down and trying to get legal compensation. If I failed, I at least tried to get back.
