Discussion The thought of being dead is comforting

[Wolnir]

I know it's cucked af to rope as an incel but the thought of not having to deal with life is comforting. Sleeping is the only time that I am truly at peace, being unconscious forever sounds amazing.

It's hell living life as an ugly and autistic man. I am literally mentally and physically disabled due to crippling autism and ugliness. My quality of life is shit. Other men don't like me because I'm autistic and weird and women hate me because of my face.

I don't even want to leave my room, I left my job last week and have just been LDARing in my room the whole time. Even though I am trying to cope by LDARing, I still can't escape the black pill, it is always on my mind and makes me feel like shit and that life isn't even worth living.

The copes are drying up. I get short term relief from vidya and porn but it's not enough to keep me satisfied. Any other cope is just pointless when you're ugly. Whenever I go out to a bar to socialise, I am just reminded of how socially inept I am and whenever I try to talk to women I am reminded that my face is subhuman.

Everything is just shit when you're sub 5.

 

[Mecoja]

Fear of the unknown keeps me away from suicide. A week ago i felt really bad, after few days of high fever, i lost strength completely and my entire body went numb. I realized that i didnt want to die, no matter that i keep saying that i do. I want to live, feel, experience, not just exist. But life will never happen to me. Only thing that awaits me is death.

 

[SmhChan]

I left my job last week

Bad mistake.

 

[poorenglishcel]

yeah when i am losing my mind i like to think that all my horrors will come to an end with me.

 

[SrutalBeggs]

I got to learn of a thing called "boltzmann brains" (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boltzmann_brain)

Very interesting thing. The gist is that among astronomical timescales, atoms floating about in the universe might come together by sheer chance and rearrange to form a conscious mind, perhaps after 10^10^10^10^10^10^10 years

You know how when you go under for a surgery, you sort of just "timeskip" along from falling asleep to waking up as you lose consciousness right?

Apply this to your death. You die, but then you wake up again as a boltzmann brain untold trillions of years later, but for you, this is instant. So you sort of maintain a "steady" stream of consciousness. Basically forever, and there's no end to it because the universe will keep reassembling your atoms over and over again.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

They should legalise voluntary assisted euthanasia.

Really things are that bad.

 

[SmhChan]

I got to learn of a thing called "boltzmann brains" (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boltzmann_brain)

Very interesting thing. The gist is that among astronomical timescales, atoms floating about in the universe might come together by sheer chance and rearrange to form a conscious mind, perhaps after 10^10^10^10^10^10^10 years

You know how when you go under for a surgery, you sort of just "timeskip" along from falling asleep to waking up as you lose consciousness right?

Apply this to your death. You die, but then you wake up again as a boltzmann brain untold trillions of years later, but for you, this is instant. So you sort of maintain a "steady" stream of consciousness. Basically forever, and there's no end to it because the universe will keep reassembling your atoms over and over again.

OMNI BROOTAL BOLTZMANNPILL. THERE'S JUST NO ESCAPING THIS SUBHUMAN FATE.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

real