smith
Greycel
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- Joined
- May 4, 2018
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I just don't feel it.
I just... find it quite staggering, that even after sorting all of my problems out, most severe of which were these of both mental and physical health, and after going through hardships to get the, ojectively, very good score I got on the finals - to be able to learn for the job I wanted; after working on becoming both physically strong and very well groomed, after learning a lot not to be bored and boring, I am still basically woman/girl repellent walking on two legs.
Like, okay, they sure are allowed to avoid me if so they wish, but... damn.
In the end, all the work has the one benefit, of me giving myself superb chances for wealthy and healthy future, but it seems a lonely one it shall be.
fuckk
I just... find it quite staggering, that even after sorting all of my problems out, most severe of which were these of both mental and physical health, and after going through hardships to get the, ojectively, very good score I got on the finals - to be able to learn for the job I wanted; after working on becoming both physically strong and very well groomed, after learning a lot not to be bored and boring, I am still basically woman/girl repellent walking on two legs.
Like, okay, they sure are allowed to avoid me if so they wish, but... damn.
In the end, all the work has the one benefit, of me giving myself superb chances for wealthy and healthy future, but it seems a lonely one it shall be.
fuckk