I suffered from constant bullying in the middle of high school, by a group of chads 
in high school, these ranged from pulling hair out of my leg (Because my genetics makes me have hair like fucking Chewbaca) to defacing my face with a marker pen with ridicule, and then posting it on facebook, I remember that in the description of the picture they put an iphone shark emoji (If you use iphone and you are reading this, you are a faggot ).
It is in this last fact where the point of the story lies. After the photo was uploaded to facebook, my parents noticed it and tried to report Chads to the school administration, which did not proceed at all.
However, Chads had a big scare, and since the report they behaved in a more “Gentle, Sociable and Friendly” way with me, suddenly they included me in their circles, greeted me, talked to me as if I was their friend, as if they wanted to apologize.
On one occasion, they ended up offering me methamphetamine while we had a free hour of English, out of curiosity I ended up inhaling 3 lines of that stuff, I felt a horrible pain in my left nostril...But a feeling of tranquility and incredible concentration, at last I felt concentrated and even had altruistic behaviors, that if, I sweated like a pig. ...I bought that stuff for a couple more times, although the effect was less...It feels too good, maybe I have ADHD because that stuff increases my productivity a lot, at that time I had a school performance boom.
From then on, I started trying to be more “Superficial and extroverted”, I adopted tastes and fashions of normies of my age and even made a plan to get friends and a girlfriend, I believed that going out to places under the effect of that stuff would make me move up, until my parents discovered that I had become a methamphetamine user and gave me the scolding of my life, I remember that my father threw me on the couch to hit me and tell me “Addict”....
After that, it marked my major point of social breakdown and psychological breakdown, a hole from which I have not come out and has cost me two years of school because of my bad grades.
in high school, these ranged from pulling hair out of my leg (Because my genetics makes me have hair like fucking Chewbaca) to defacing my face with a marker pen with ridicule, and then posting it on facebook, I remember that in the description of the picture they put an iphone shark emoji (If you use iphone and you are reading this, you are a faggot ).It is in this last fact where the point of the story lies. After the photo was uploaded to facebook, my parents noticed it and tried to report Chads to the school administration, which did not proceed at all.
However, Chads had a big scare, and since the report they behaved in a more “Gentle, Sociable and Friendly” way with me, suddenly they included me in their circles, greeted me, talked to me as if I was their friend, as if they wanted to apologize.
On one occasion, they ended up offering me methamphetamine while we had a free hour of English, out of curiosity I ended up inhaling 3 lines of that stuff, I felt a horrible pain in my left nostril...But a feeling of tranquility and incredible concentration, at last I felt concentrated and even had altruistic behaviors, that if, I sweated like a pig. ...I bought that stuff for a couple more times, although the effect was less...It feels too good, maybe I have ADHD because that stuff increases my productivity a lot, at that time I had a school performance boom
.From then on, I started trying to be more “Superficial and extroverted”, I adopted tastes and fashions of normies of my age and even made a plan to get friends and a girlfriend, I believed that going out to places under the effect of that stuff would make me move up, until my parents discovered that I had become a methamphetamine user and gave me the scolding of my life, I remember that my father threw me on the couch to hit me and tell me “Addict”....
After that, it marked my major point of social breakdown and psychological breakdown, a hole from which I have not come out and has cost me two years of school because of my bad grades.
